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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:11:35 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 12
Gus and Harley haven’t seen each other since that Thanksgiving break and have lost touch. He has gone through the FBI academy and is now a Special agent with the Organized Crime Division. Harley has married and divorced Alan-Michael and then married Phillip and had Zach. Then divorced Phillip had fling with Rick and has just found out that chief Franklin assigned her to work with the FBI on the Santos case.
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“Hey sis, what’s wrong?” Frank asked as he walked to her desk. “The chief wants to see me after lunch, he said it was something about the Santos case and I don’t have a good feeling about this.” Harley answered. “Well why don’t you and I go get some lunch?” he asked. She nodded as she picked up her purse and they headed out the door.
While they were sitting at company eating they tried to think of what the chief might have wanted to talk to Harley about. “I’ll be right back.” Frank said as he went to the counter. Harley was sitting there when she got really dizzy and slid to the seat. Frank was walking back when he saw her slide down in the seat. He knelt beside her as he slightly patted her cheeks and said, “Sis! Wake up, come on wake up.” A few seconds later her eyes fluttered open, “I’m okay, I don’t know what happened I got dizzy and passed out.” She said. “It’s because you’ve hardly touched your lunch, now eat.” Frank said as they finished eating. Thirty minutes later she was walking into the chief’s office and closing the door.
“You wanted to see me?” Harley asked as the chief looked up.
“Yeah I received a call from the FBI this morning about the Santos case and they are sending someone here to work with the Springfield PD and they asked if I had anyone that had worked a lot on Organized Crime cases and you have the experience they are looking for so while the FBI agent is here you will be working with him and he will be your boss, understand?” Chief Franklin asked.
“What about my other cases sir?” Harley asked. “I have divided them between the other officers. Frank and David are busy with there own case that they are needed on.” Before he could finish his phone rang and she didn’t move as he talked. When he hung up he said, “There was an incident at the Santos last night I need you, Frank, and David to head over there.”<br> “Yes, sir.” Harley said as she turned and walked out of the chief’s office as he told Frank and David what was going on and they all three headed to the Santos house.
A little later as Harley was asking Michelle questions about what happened and Frank and David listened they heard the front door open. “Mrs. Santos are you alright?” a woman asked. “Yes I’m fine and so is the baby.” Michelle answered. “What about Danny?” she asked. “He got away.” She told the woman.
“Mrs. Santos, we warned Danny that something like this might happen.” Gus said. Harley froze when she heard the voice; she would know his voice anywhere. She listened as he continued not caring that there were three cops in the room, “Listen to me... Listen to me. Right here, Mary and I are the only two friends that you have right now, okay, so, Michelle...”
“Who are you?” Frank asked realizing he should know that face but couldn’t quite place it.
“Special agent Gus Aitoro, Federal Task Force, Organized crime.” Gus answered.
“Who are you?” he asked. Before Frank could answer Harley turned to face him. He watched as the woman between the two men turned, when she did his heart started racing, he couldn’t believe he was staring at Harley again. But the tough unreadable expression never left his face. Harley held up her badge “Detective Harley Cooper.” She replied. “This case is Federal jurisdiction now so the three of you can leave now.” Gus snapped. “Now hold on just a minute!” Frank said, “This case belongs to the Springfield PD.” “Not anymore, it’s now the FBI’s.” Gus answered. Frank and David walked out the door and she followed. At the door Harley stood looking at him for a minute then quietly walked out. Gus watched her leave even as he thought to himself “she’s even more beautiful than the last time I saw her.” After he and Mary had talked to Michelle a little more they went there separate ways and Gus headed to the police station.
When he arrived at the police station he went straight to the chief’s office. After he’d identified that he was with the bureau and he was the agent that was to work on the Santos case the chief looked at him and said, “You will be working with one of my best detectives – Detective Harley Cooper, she has had more experience in cases dealing with Organized Crime.” He felt his heart turn over when he’d heard who had been assigned to work with him. “I’ll be here at 9 a.m. tomorrow, tell Detective Cooper to be here at 9 a.m. sharp as well.” Gus said roughly, “This is one case that will be by the book. The chief looked up when Gus left and went to Harley’s desk after he’d seen her come in 5 minutes earlier.
“Detective Cooper.” The chief said as he stood in front of her desk. “Yes sir?” she asked. “I just met the FBI agent you will be working with he is Special Agent Gus Aitoro. He wanted me to let you know to be here by 9 a.m. sharp tomorrow morning.” “But sir I had to deal with him over at Michelle’s, he’s such a jerk please don’t make me work with him I’ll do anything just don’t make me work with him.”<br> “Detective Cooper, you will work with him and that’s final.” The chief said as he walked away. A few minutes later Harley picked up her stuff and left the station. Instead of heading home she headed to the park.
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Park
Harley slowly walked through the park remembering when she and Gus had been best friends and spent time here talking. She couldn’t believe he was here. She had wanted so badly to talk to him after she and Alan–Michael had divorced but they had lost touch and she didn’t know where he was.
“You’re even more beautiful now then the last time I saw you.” Gus said. She stopped where she was when he spoke and looked up. He was standing several feet away from her smoking a cigarette and watching her. “I can’t believe I’m talking to you again.” he said.
“Me neither.” Harley answered. Neither of them moved toward the other; they weren’t sure if they could make their feet move so they stayed where they were.
“I can’t believe you are with the FBI now. When did that happen?” Harley asked. She waited when he didn’t answer but his gaze was intense on her face when he said, “I knew about my internship with them that Thanksgiving break I came home.” She started to answer but then realized she didn’t know what to say. While she watched she noticed something in his eyes change like he was closing something off so she couldn’t see it. As he watched her he realized he was talking to his friend who was married so he closed down on the feelings that were coming back.
“I’ll see you at 9 a.m. sharp detective Cooper.” He said harshly. “Gus?” Harley whispered a little confused at his behavior. “Tomorrow we will go over the files the Police Department has on the Santos family and I want to know every thing you know about them.” He said as he stamped out his cigarette. “I’m your boss now and you are to do everything I ask you – Got that!” he said.
Not sure what was going on Harley just stood there and answered, “Got it boss.” She said snidely. “I’ll be there at 9 a.m.” she said. “Good. Goodnight Detective.” He replied.
She turned and walked a few feet in the opposite direction away from him but then stopped and turned toward him.
“You’re a jerk now, you know that.” She said. “So noted.” He answered. “I saw the change in you at Michelle’s house; you’re not the same Gus I knew. I even begged the Chief to put me anywhere but working with you.” She replied. “Unfortunately he refused so I’m stuck helping on the Santos case.” “I’m your boss as long as I’m here not the chief and you aren’t going anywhere.” Gus answered.
“I don’t even recognize you anymore.” Harley said as she walked away leaving him standing there.
“I changed when I lost you to Alan-Michael all those years ago and it took me a long time to get over you.” Gus said to himself. “But seeing you again…” was all Gus said as he walked to his car.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:13:46 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 13
The next morning Harley walked in the station at 8:50 a.m. When she did the chief showed her to an office that had been set up for the FBI agent’s use while he was here. She nodded picked up a small box and walked to her desk and began to back the files she had on the Santos case plus pictures of her and Zach and of Zach by himself. She leaned down and went through the drawer until she found the picture she was looking for and sat down. Picking up the picture of her and Zach she turned it over and opened the back. Staring for a minute at the photo she’d gotten from the drawer she placed it behind the picture and closed the frame. As she was placing the frame back in the box Gus walked in.
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He didn’t say anything as he watched her open the back of a frame and place a photo behind the one that was already there and close the frame and place it in the box.
“Cooper, in here!” Gus said briskly as he walked ahead of her into their office. “Yes sir.” She answered as she as she carried the box in and set in down at her new desk. She reached in and pulled out the Santos files and handed them to him. Gus took them and laid them on his desk. While she was putting her pictures on her desk he stood between their desks.
“Okay what do you know about Santos?” he asked.
Harley looked up, “It’s all right there in the files.” she answered pointing to the files that were lying on his desk. “I’ll look at them in a minute; tell me what happened the other night when Robbie was almost taken.” Gus asked. “It’s also in the files.” She said. He rubbed his hands over his face as he tersely said, “I want to hear it from you Detective.”<br> “Apparently Carmen had someone create a diversion to keep Danny busy so he couldn’t follow Michelle home so when she got there Carmen was waiting to kill her and take Robbie away.” She said “What about Danny?” Gus wanted to know. “I don’t know but according to what Bill said he left shortly after Michelle did and went to see her and when he got there Carmen didn’t see him but he saw her hold a gun on Michelle and the baby. Apparently something had tipped Danny off that something was wrong because he left and he said when he got home he was walking up to the door when he heard a gunshot and ran in the house. When he got there Bill had been grazed by Carmen’s bullet and Carmen had disappeared but Michelle and Robbie were okay.”<br> “Okay while I look through these files I need you to make me copies of all Santos files plus get two phone lines set up in here.” Gus said. “Do you realize that at least 3 drawer’s worth?” Harley asked startled. He didn't change his expression when he nodded, “I need them.” He stated.
Two hours later Harley walked back in carrying a box filled with the copies and behind her another officer carried a second box. “Here are all the copies, Agent Aitoro.” she said as she sat down. Without saying a word he took a box to his desk and looked through it. A few minutes later he said, “Harley about this incident --.” He started to ask as he turned but saw she had fallen asleep at her desk. Gus smiled as he walked over and shut the door and sat on the edge of her desk to watch her sleep. He gently caressed her cheek but then slightly shook her shoulder
“Harley wake up, you can’t go to sleep on me here.” as he said.
She opened her eyes slowly then said, “Sorry, I guess I didn’t get much sleep last night.” Before he could answer his eyes landed on the pictures on her desk. He turned and looked at her
“What no picture of Alan-Michael?” he asked as he watched her.
She shook her head no and answered, “Alan-Michael and me divorced a year after we were married.” She saw the look of surprise in his eyes as she continued, “I wanted to talk to you but I didn’t know where to find you.” He didn’t say anything for a minute then picked up the picture of Zach, “Who’s this?” he asked. “That’s my son Zach.” Harley answered smiling.
“You have a son?” Gus asked as his heart broke. She nodded, “yeah two years later I married Phillip who is Alan-Michael’s brother and we were together up until a year after Zach was born then we divorced and it just became final several months ago. She saw his eyes change and that focused unreadable expression came back to his face as he turned and walked away.
Gus felt his heart soar as he realized Harley wasn’t with anyone but he could sense that she didn’t want to talk about it anymore so they went back to work and worked for the rest of the day. Toward the end of the day Harley noticed her back was beginning to hurt and right after she ate lunch she had to rush to the ladies room before she got sick.
“The last time I was like this I was pregn---.” She stopped herself as she realized what she was saying could be true. “Oh, no, no I can’t be pregnant!” She stopped to think a minute and it hit her she’d been with Rick the night Buzz had brought the Ouzo. “This can’t be happening not between me and Rick.” She said to herself as she called Dr. Sedwick’s office and made the appointment.
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Later that day she waited as the blood work was being checked. Rick saw her sitting there and starting to walk toward her when he saw Dr. Sedwick step in front of Harley. Waiting until they finished their conversation Rick stayed where he was but as he listened he couldn’t believe his ears.
“Harley?” Dr. Sedwick said. Harley turned as the doctor stopped in front of her. “Your blood work we ran for a pregnancy test came back positive.” She replied. As Harley looked over the doctor’s shoulder she saw Rick standing there with a shocked expression on his face.
“I’ll make an appointment tomorrow Dr. Sedwick.” She nodded and walked away. Rick walked up “Are you okay?” he asked. She nodded “Does Phillip know?” he asked. Harley started crying as she answered, “its n-o- not Phillip’s baby Rick.” “If it’s not Phillip’s than who?” Rick asked. Harley looked at him for a minute and as she did it hit him. “This baby is mine.” He said. She nodded. “I have to figure out how to tell Phillip.” She said as she got up and started to walk away.
“Harley let me tell Phillip.” Rick said “I am his best friend it needs to be me.” He replied. “Are you sure?” Harley asked. Rick nodded “thanks. I’ll be making an appointment tomorrow and I’ll let you know.” Harley answered.
On the way home she had called Buzz to see if he could take Zach for the night and he agreed. By the time she got home Buzz had already picked Zach up so she was by herself. She wanted to have some time to herself so she could comprehend everything that had happened today.
She had watched Gus off and on today and the more she watched him she saw the man she knew and she missed him very much. But when he talked to her or looked at her it was someone different. Harley wished she could talk to her best friend but tears came to her eyes when she realized her best friend was her boss and he had changed into someone she didn’t recognize anymore and he didn’t seem to want to be her friend.
Gus’s hotel
Gus sat on the bed looking through the Santos files he’d brought home but every time he tried to read them he couldn’t concentrate. He was worried about Harley. He thought about today when he’d looked at her when she wasn’t paying attention and he noticed that she was really pale. It really concerned him when she took off at a run to the bathroom after lunch and when she came back she looked really shaky.
Gus sat staring into space,“The man you know Harley is still here somewhere. But he’s lost and I can’t get him back.” Gus said almost painfully as he put Harley out of his mind and went back to work.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:17:29 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 14
*** The next few chapters of this will match what happened originally as far as timeline but story wise be changed. ***
I’m moving time up Harley is 5 months and showing enough she’s trying to hide from Gus… Harley has told Frank and Buzz that she’s pregnant. Rick has told Phillip and they have just now begun to be on speaking terms again. Rick also knows the baby is a boy. Frank has now realized who Gus is and accepted it; however, the rest of Springfield sees him as a jerk. Harley has NOT yet told Gus that she’s having a baby. Gus however has noticed that something is wrong with Harley but he’s not sure what. He has put surveillance on the Santos house. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Harley walked in the office and stopped when she saw Gus looking through a file. She just stood and watched him as she thought “He’s more handsome then he was when he was in college.” She watched as he turned and sat down in the chair with his back to her. Walking to his desk she leaned down and dropped the file in front of him. He turned and stood up. He’d known she was behind him. He had always been able to sense when she was close.
“Is that the Sandoval file?” Gus asked. She nodded as he sat back down and began to look through it. “Harley what does this say, I can’t read this?” he asked looking at her. She leaned over to see where he was pointing and put her hand on the desk to balance herself.
“It says Danny Santos had a two hour meeting with Bernard Sandoval.” When she moved to turn the page and continue reading her hand brushed against his and they both froze. They looked at each other for a minute before Harley laid her hand over his and squeezed it then let go and walked back to her desk and sat down. Gus walked to her desk to say something to her but before he could his eyes landed on the romance novel lying there.
“Doing some light reading Cooper?” he asked.
“No, actually my friend Blake is the author and she gave me the book to read.” “You might like this book.” She said, “Oh really why?” he asked puzzled. “It’s about Miguel Santos.” She stated. “But I’m not sure if I should let you have it.” “Cooper, if that book holds information about any of the Santos family I need to see it.” He replied. “I’m going to get some lunch.” Harley said as she stood and left leaving the book on the desk. Picking it up Gus took it to his desk and began to read.
Thirty minutes later Harley came back and started to open her wrapped sandwich when she saw it she burst into tears.
“What?” Gus said confused by her tears. “This isn’t the BLT sandwich I ordered she said through her tears. As Harley tried to dry her tears Gus walked over and shut the door.
“What’s wrong with you, it’s just a sandwich.” He answered. “You’ve been acting strange lately. He commented. “It’s not my sandwich.” She repeated as she looked at it. “Hang on!” Gus said as he stormed out of the office. Fifteen minutes later Gus walked back in and put something on her desk and picked up the sandwich that she wouldn’t eat and bit into it. Unwrapping what he laid down Harley saw it was a BLT sandwich. “Thanks.” She replied. He didn’t answer. When she started eating she realized the sandwich was made just the way she liked it. She looked at him for a second then whispered with the question in her voice, “You remembered how I liked them made?” He turned and nodded, “I remember.” He said.
Gus really looked at her as she ate and he saw how pale she looked as well as the fatigue and how tired she seemed. “Harley, when you finish lunch go home, you look like you are ready to fall asleep any minute.” He said. She glanced at him, “But…?” “No but’s… anyone working with me needs to be on there toes, and clearly you’re exhausted.” He answered briskly as he turned away from her. When she finished she packed up and left the station. He had a little investigating he had to do without Harley and it meant going to see Blake Marler about her new book and finding out how she got all the Santos information that was in the book. Nothing was going to stop him from bringing Danny Santos down.
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Later that day after Gus had talked to Blake and gotten no answers from her other than striking a deal with her about the sequel to the book. Gus had picked up some food and was driving home when he began to think about Harley and how something was on her mind but he didn’t know what. Instead of turning toward his motel Gus drove toward Harley; he hadn’t been able to stop thinking about her since she had left the station.
When he drove up in her drive he wondered if he was making a mistake since she had a son. Knowing he needed to just see her he got out of the car and went to the door. Harley looked surprised when she saw who was standing at her door.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:18:01 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 14 Continued
“Hey come on in.” Harley said as she held Zach but stepped aside for him to come in. Gus closed the door behind him as he watched her with Zach. “Have you eaten Harley?” he asked. “No not yet but I will after I put Zach down in just a minute.” She answered. Gus held up the sack from Company, “I thought maybe…?” he replied quietly. He saw tears roll down her cheeks as she started to cry.
“Here let me take Zach before you drop him you look a little shaky Coop.” He said as he reached and took Zach from her. He held Zach a minute then said, “He’s out why don’t I take him upstairs while you get the food?” Gus asked. “Are you sure?” she wondered. He nodded as she told him which room then watched him head up the stairs. As she watched him she couldn’t believe Agent Aitoro was putting her 2 year old son to bed for her.
When Harley walked to the family room from the kitchen with the food Gus had his coat off and was sitting on the couch. “You have a cute kid Harley.” She smiled as she sat down beside him but still with a little space between them. “Thanks for bringing me dinner Aitoro.” Harley replied. “You’re Welcome.” He said with a smile. As they ate she glanced at him off and on because she saw the man with her friend’s face but it wasn’t the Gus that had made a pact with when they were kids.
Harley realized telling Gus now about the baby would be better than at the office, “Aitoro you need to know something and I’d rather tell you, then you finding out from someone else.”<br> “What?” Gus asked not sure what he was going to hear.
“I’m pregnant.” She said looking away from him.
Looking at her stunned he softly asked, “Beautiful, are you okay?” Quickly looking at him she nodded “I’m always here, you know that.” He whispered hoping she wouldn’t hear but she did. “So that’s why you’ve been so tired lately, eating light and the morning sickness. I’ve been worried about you.” He said. She looked up “You have?” He nodded. “Harley I’ll try and take your condition into consideration but bear with me if I can’t.” he answered. Leaning in he caressed her cheek as she did his. While looking into each other’s eyes she saw the Gus she knew but she also saw when his guard came back up and he changed.
“Great Harley, do you know what this is going to do to the case. Why now? He asked shocked. “I didn’t do this just to ruin the case Aitoro; I can’t believe you did this too me!” Gus said as he stood and started pacing. “I can still work.” She said quickly.
“No, wonder Rick has been around so much.” He said as he realized that’s why Rick was around Harley all the time. With a quick wave Gus left the house.
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Three weeks later Gus walked in the office and Harley jumped when she saw him and quickly put away what she was looking at.
A few minutes later Gus scooted his chair over to her and started running a theory by her. As they were thinking he looked at her, “What’s that can I see?” he said pointing to the envelope.
“It’s my sonogram.” Slowly she pulled the envelope out and passed it to him.
While he looked at it he whispered, “The vertebrae is like a tiny string of pearls.” As she watched him while he looked at the sonogram their eyes connected and in that moment and just for an instant they were best friends again.
An hour later after Gus had hung up the phone he turned, “Harley come on we’re going to the docks they just found a woman’s body they think might be Carmen Santos.” She nodded as they left.
Docks
While the divers were in the lake Gus and Harley looked around on the docks. After several hours of being there Gus saw that Harley was getting tired. Pulling her over to a create he stopped
“Here sit down.” Gus said as he helped her down. “But…?” she started to say however Gus didn’t let her finish, “If there’s anything important I’ll come get you okay until then rest for awhile.” She nodded as he walked away. Thirty minutes later Gus came back and knelt in front of her.
“You okay?” he asked putting a hand on her arm. She nodded and stood and walked away as she said, “Yeah, I guess I’m okay.” Gus reached to tuck hair behind her ear then realized what he was doing as his hand froze in the air. Then put his hand down. He watched her as she stretched her back
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Gus asked.
She looked at him and smiled, “Yeah I’m good, my back just hurts and the baby’s well… he’s restless.” She replied. Walking the four steps it took to reach her he stood behind her and began to massage her back.
"That feels great." she said as he felt her lean back against him. He smiled from behind her. When he was finished he kept his hands on her shoulders as he said
“Better?” he asked. “You know I hate it when you are hurting or in pain.” She smiled and chuckled, “Yeah.” Just then the baby kicked and she took his hand and held it on the spot until the baby kicked again. “Oh wow!” he said laughing.
They both stood there watching the M.E. for a few minutes then he stood and walked to them
“One of the divers gave me this as I was examining the body.” He said handing a bagged gold ankle bracelet with the Carmen hanging from it. The M.E. looked at them “The only person by the name of Carmen I know of is Carmen Santos.” He said walking away.
“We might have just found Carmen.” Gus said as he guided Harley off the docks.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:22:01 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 15 (In this chapter the trial is the original script from the show)
This chapter takes place the day that Gus has to testify at Danny’s trial (didn’t change the trial’s word’s… was just too good!) and cover the last months of Harley’s pregnancy. Gus made sure the whole Bauer family was at the station with Harley while Gus set up the second bullet to put with Carmen’s body. He has slowly begun to watch Harley without her knowledge. Knowing she’s pregnant has softened Gus a bit toward her.
This will be a long Chapter due to the trial part of the story. Didn’t change a lot of the Trial or Jude’s birth….It is changed but not much! LOL
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Court house
Harley slowly sat on the bench as she waited for the next witness to be called. She didn’t want to see Danny go to jail if he didn’t commit the crime; but Gus seemed so desperate to make sure Danny went to jail.
She saw Gus walk to the stand and be sworn in before sitting down. Everyone in the courtroom listened as Ross questioned Gus about the evidence again since he’d purposefully left out some things when he was on the stand earlier. Ross had been questioning him for about twenty minutes when he asked
“There's no such person as Gus Aitoro, is there? “Excuse me?” Gus asked puzzled. Gus glanced at Harley for a minute while Ross was letting the judge know that the line of questioning was relevant. When the judge allowed it Ross turned back to him.
“Who are you?” Ross asked him again. “You know who I am counselor.” Gus replied. “Yes, but tell the court who you really are?” Ross stated.
“Gus Aitoro, I’m a graduate of Georgetown law and a licensed driver of the state of Illinois.” He said looking at Ross. “Did you ever have another legal name?” he asked. Before Gus could answer Ross stopped in front of him, “Perhaps this will refresh your memory?” he said passing Gus a photograph. When Gus saw the photo of him and his dad at the Cubs game he raised his eyes and looked at Harley. When she heard what he was looking at she locked eyes with Gus when she saw the sadness come to his face. He never broke eye contact with her since she was the only one in the courtroom that knew what it was like for him when his dad died.
“Your honor what does this have to do with anything?” Gus asked. “You must answer the questions agent.” The judge replied. “Yes your honor.” He answered looking at Harley for the strength he needed and didn’t have.
“That’s you in the photo with the man isn’t it? Who is the man?” Ross asked. “Yes the boy is me and I was with Joe.” Gus answered.
“Joe what?” Ross asked.
“Augustino” he replied.
“But he was also known as Joe August to his friends and colleagues wasn’t he?” Ross asked. Gus nodded tiredly, “Yes.” Looking at the jury Ross asked, “How did you know Joe, agent Aitoro?” “A lot of people knew him.” Gus replied looking at Harley and she knew he was scared. Harley watched as Ross picked up a paper and took it to the judge. “Your honor, this is a certified copy of Gus Aitoro's birth certificate, and if you will read this document you will see that the man was born only seven years ago. May I? Do you recognize this document? Ross questioned.
“Yes I do.” Gus replied. “Seven years ago you legally changed your name to Gus Aitoro; what was your legal name before that?” Ross questioned again as he looked at the jury.
“Nick.” Gus said locking eyes with Harley as her heart broke. She now knew the real reason he was desperate to put Danny behind bars.
“Nick what?” Ross asked again. “August.” He replied never looking anywhere but Harley. “Nick August, also known as Nicholas Agustino? And the man in this photograph was he your father? Was Joseph Agustino your father? Ross wondered. “Yes he was.” Gus said. “Then why did you change your name? Was he the kind of cop you didn’t want people to know was your father…? Was he a cop that was on the take or were you ashamed of him?” Ross asked.
“No, he was the best cop that ever lived. I was and will always be proud of him.” Gus said trying not to get angry at the words the lawyer was saying about his dad. “I’m not on trial here counselor your client is for murdering his mother.” Gus stated. “Yes, he is but your testimony is necessary Agent.” Ross said picking up a paper and coming to stand in front of Gus and letting him see what the paper was.
He looked at Harley his eyes bleak knowing where this was going to end. Ross asked, “What is this document? You say it or I will.” then handed it to Gus. “It’s a police report counselor.” He replied not looking at anyone but knowing she was near which helped him continue. “A Chicago police report dated September 12, 1980.” Ross stated for the court. Gus nodded, “Yes.”<br> Ross looked at him, “Please read the first three sentences aloud.”<br> "Case number 14527. Homicide. Victim's name..." Gus answered quietly. “The victim's name was what?” Ross said slowly.
“Joseph Agustino.” He simply said.
While the judge was calming down the courtroom Harley looked at Gus with tears in her eyes because she knew he was hurting. From a few feet away Gus read her lips as she mouthed the words, “I’m right here.” He looked away as Ross said
“The victim was your father, Joseph Augustino. Would you please turn to page three? Read the section that's highlighted. Again, please read it aloud.
After Gus turned the pages he read, "Interviews with informants corroborate that the killing was a mob hit personally authorized by Miguel Santos."
“You want my client to pay because Miguel, his father killed your father.” Ross stated.
“Yes I want them to pay; they killed him in cold blood. One morning his father decided to take mine out leaving a little boy and girl without their father, and my mother a widow so yes I want the Santos to pay everyone of them. He said holding back tears and anger. After the judge dismissed the case, Danny watched as Gus left the courtroom; without looking at anyone not even Harley. Once he was outside Gus wanted to head to the park but he knew Harley couldn’t meet him there not in her condition; so he went to her house and once inside sat down to wait, it was then that he let his tears go.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:22:34 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 15 Continued
Harley tiredly put the key in the door and let herself in. After she closed the door she sensed someone was in the house with her and turned to the couch. When she did she saw Gus sitting there. Knowing that he wouldn’t hurt her she turned and flipped on the lights then went to him.
“Congratulations, you did a great job, Harley.” Gus said as she walked in front of him. “But you’re the one who paid the price Gus.” she said. “It hurt so much to testify Harley.” He said as he rubbed his hands over his face. It was then she saw the dried tears on his face and the fact he was trying to hold back more tears over the testimony that had cost him so much.
Harley reached up and wiped the tears away. When she did she saw more tears fall and then she wrapped her arms around his waist and held him. She felt when Gus gently hugged her and just held her as he laid his cheek against the top of her head. He didn’t know how long they stood there but when he felt the baby kick he leaned back and looked at her
“Sit down; it's been a long day. Can't I get you anything?” He asked as he helped her down. When she shook her head no he sat down beside her turning so that they were facing each other.
“I know how hard that testimony was for you.” Harley said as Gus held her hand. “Harley let me have your cell phone for a minute.” Gus asked. Looking puzzled Harley turned and got her cell and handed to him. “What are you doing?” She asked as she watched him punch numbers in her phone. “I’m putting my cell phone number on speed dial for you; if you need me you can call me because I always have my phone with me.” He replied. Looking a little stunned she stared at him. “Is that okay?” he asked. She nodded, “I put my number under #3 for you.” He answered handing it back to her.
Seeing that Harley was getting tired he stood, “You’re getting sleepy so go get sleep okay.” She held her hand out for him to help her up and when she did he caressed her cheek as he said, “I maybe grumpy occasionally but…” She stopped him by putting a finger to his lips, “Gus stop its okay.” She said. “You need to rest so I’ll see you tomorrow.” He said as they walked to the door. When he opened the door he turned
“I haven’t forgotten about the pact we made when we were kids.” He said softly as he smiled and walked out the door.
Jude’s Birth…<br> Harley was driving back from a baby store in the next town when she saw a blue light flashing in her review mirror. When she saw a police car behind her. She pulled over and watched as the officer walked to the car.
“Ma’am do you realize you were going over the speed limit?” The officer asked as he began to look through her purse. When he saw her badge he looked up, “Lady I’ve seen fake badges better than this.” He said holding up her badge.
“Officer I am a detective with the Springfield Police Department.” Harley said. “What do you do sit on them?” he asked pointing to her belly. “I happen to be on maternity leave officer.” “Sure, you’re coming with me.” The officer said as she got in the car and he drove to the police station.
After they arrived the officer looked at her, “Inside lady.” He said as he guided her in a cell and then locked it. “What?!” she said in shock “lady first you were driving over the speed limit and then you impersonate a police officer. That alone is an offense.” The deputy said.
“Can I make a call? Because incase you can’t tell I’m about to have a baby here.” Harley said irritated. “One local call.” The officer said. “Oh gre--.” Harley started to say but stopped when a contraction hit her.
“Officer Can I just –. Whoo.” She as a contraction hit again.” “Oh man you’re serious? Oh, Gosh! What do I do? I've never delivered a baby before. “Come on.” The officer said. “The keys find the keys and get me out of here!” Harley replied. “Right find the keys.” He said. “Oh officer hand me my cell phone; without thinking he passed her the phone and left to look for the keys.
Leaning against the bars she realized she needed Rick. Pressing the key for what should have been Rick’s number she waited. “Please pick up. Please pick up. Please pick up.” She said quickly.
Gus picked up when his cell rang, “Aitoro” he said as he answered. “Gus?” Harley said. “Harley, yeah it’s me.” He said. “I need Rick. I must have hit your number by mistake.” She replied. “Are you okay?” Gus asked. “Not exactly I’m …. Gus can you hear me?” She asked as she heard static.
Gus moved outside, “Harley can you hear me?” he asked again. “I'm in jail.” She said. “You’re in jail?” he asked. “Where?” he asked again. “Brewster Falls.” She said as she heard the static. Gus jumped up and left while in the next county Harley called Rick and told him she was in labor and where she was. After she hung up the officer came in, “I can’t find the keys!” he said.
“Oh no!” Harley said groaning “What?” the deputy asked. “My water broke.” She answered. Before the officer could answer he passed out. A few minutes later Gus walked in “Harley?” he said as he went to the cell. Before she answered she leaned on the bars as she had another contraction. While Gus watched her he asked
“You’re in labor?” When she nodded he said, “Sweetie we have to get you out of there.” He said as he tried the door. “You can’t the officer can’t find the keys.” She said as she lay down on the cot. “We’ll see about that you can’t have the baby in jail. Gus said as he picked the lock and stepped inside. “I’ll call 911 and they’ll be here in 5 minutes.” He replied. “No, there is not enough time.” She said breathing through the contraction. When Gus’s cell rang and he turned when he turned the cell door closed and locked.
Gus knelt beside Harley, “Beautiful I’m not going to let anything happen to you or the baby okay? He said as she grabbed his hand and breathed through the contraction.
“You’re going to have to deliver the baby Gus.” Harley said as she felt him brush hair from her face. “I know, I want you to breathe, okay? Breathe. I just want you to relax.” He said just as Rick got to the cell.
“Harley, let’s get you out of here?” Rick said as he reached for the door. “It’s too late Rick, the baby’s coming now! She said as she breathed. “Now? Alright Gus come over here.” Rick said as Gus walked to the bars.
“Roll up your sleeves. Put your hands out. We need to sterilize your hands up to your elbows, I'm going to give you some gloves.” Rick said as Gus put the gloves on and then took the sheet from Rick not letting it touch the floor as Rick said. When Gus reached the end of the bed he knelt as Harley grabbed Rick’s hands and breath through the contractions while Gus followed Rick’s instructions.
“I can’t do it!” Harley said tiredly. “Yes, you can.” Rick said. “No I can’t” She said again. Gus looked up for a second,
“Sweetie listen to me okay? I know you’re tired but you can. I’m right here and I won’t let anything happen to you. I promise.” He said as he reached a hand toward her. “Hold my hand and focus on my eyes alright.”
She nodded as Rick looked at Gus, “What’s happening?” he asked. When he checked he looked back at Rick, “I don't know. Something doesn't look right. It doesn't really look like a baby's face. It looks like a butt or some legs.” “It’s breech” Rick replied “Do exactly as I say.” Rick stated as Gus nodded and gently squeezed Harley’s hand. Fifteen minutes later Gus smiled when he delivered a healthy baby boy. While he followed the last of Rick’s instructions Harley listened to her son’s cry.
While Harley held the baby Gus knelt beside here, “You did good beautiful.” He said as he held her hand. “Would you take the baby to Rick so he can see his son?” Harley asked. He nodded as he stood and carefully took the baby over to where Rick could see him. “We need to name him Rick?” Harley said. “You can pick the first name.” Rick said.
“What’s your favorite song Harley?” Gus asked.
“You know what it is?” she answered smiling. “Is it still ‘Hey Jude’?” he asked. She nodded when she realized what he was saying. “Rick what about Jude Cooper Bauer?” she asked. He thought for a minute, “I like it I really do—when need to get you out of here.” Rick said just as the deputy showed up with the spare. As Rick was getting Harley and Jude loaded into the ambulance the deputy had brought with him, Gus disappeared to his car and headed to Springfield.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:28:01 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 16
Several months later…. Harley has seen the little things that Gus does for her. Like bringing 1 flower and leaving it for her but she can also see that Gus isn’t ready to let down his guard with her. She still sees the stranger’s face but at times it’s the kinder, gentler stranger. Over the months he’s slowly began to let her in his heart but every time she gets close his barriers go up around his heart even though she knows she’s cracked the last wall to his heart but he hasn’t let her in yet. He’s still tough with her but at times his words tell her he still remembers. Knowing that Harley had the day free since the boys were with there fathers she invited Gus on a picnic with her.
** I know Gus and Harley would have probably never have done it this way… but – maybe you all will enjoy it!** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Gus and Harley walk through the park until they picked the perfect spot and Gus laid out the blanket for the picnic and Harley knelt and put there picnic lunch down as he sat beside her. “I should get back to work Coop.” Gus said as he watched her take the food out of the basket. Looking up she smiled, “We have our beepers if they need us at the station until then were free today besides I thought you’d like to have a picnic with me.” She said as they began to eat. While they ate Gus’s mind wondered back to another certain picnic they had when they were kids. He smiled as he remembered the impromptu picnic they had on the beach the night of her sixteenth birthday.
After they had eaten she said, “Can we just sit here awhile?” He nodded as he leaned against a tree and watched her. “Are the boys alright?” Gus asked. She nodded “Yeah, they’re with there fathers this weekend.”<br> “Have you talked to the bureau about all the stuff with the trial?” Harley asked turning her head to look at him. “Yeah, I’m off the bureau for good but you know I started out there for the Santos’s but somewhere in the middle of that I really fell in love with the job. So when Chief Franklin offered me the job here I jumped at the chance I figured working here I could keep a closer eye on Santos and what he’s doing.” He said.
She looked away then stood up and walked several yards away from him then stopped with her back to him. She realized that indeed Gus had definitely changed from the person she knew. She wondered why he still did the things he did that reminded her of when they were best friends but yet this Gus that was with her now was so different.
As Gus watched her walked away, he knew he couldn’t tell her that part of the reason he jumped at Chief Franklin’s job offer was so he could be near her --- he wanted to, no he needed to be near her again and he knew that.
“What is wrong with you?” Gus shouted. She turned and looked at him. “I was just thinking about you.” She said walking back to him. “Me?” he asked puzzled. “Yeah about how you’ve changed.” She replied. “I haven’t changed Cooper; this is the man I’ve always been.” He said as she saw his eyes change. “No, it’s not and you know it.” She whispered.
Before he could answer his phone rang, when he answered he listened than barked the order, “hold him, I’ll be there in 10 minutes.” When he hung up he said, “I’ve got to get to the station.” He said as he picked up the blanket and basket and got in the car.
Station
Once they got to the station Gus jumped out and ran in leaving Harley to follow him. When she got inside she stopped the nearest officer,
“Why did Detective Aitoro need to come in?” she asked.
“Daniel Santos was just brought in.” the officer said then walked away. When Harley heard that her heart sank as she waited. Five minutes later Michelle walked up. “Harley, what’s going on Danny called and told me to meet him here – something about a busted taillight.” She asked. “I don’t know Michelle we’ll just have to wait.” Harley said.
After an hour Harley and Michelle saw Danny open the door and walk toward his wife as he looked at Harley. “I’m sorry Danny.” She replied. “It’s Okay, I’m free to go.” Danny said as he and Michelle left the station. Walking to the door she saw Gus who had his back to her. Quietly, Harley closed the door and leaned against it.
“Why did you do that?” she asked softly. “Do what?” he asked without looking at her. “Release him after you brought him in?” She asked as she started toward him then stopped when he turned and leaned up against the wall.
When he looked at her she saw the tears that brightened his eyes and he reached a hand toward her. Putting his arm down he watched as she walked to him and stopped.
“I have to let it go, you know?” he said looking at the floor.
”I know.” Harley said watching as his heart broke.
Looking up at her, Gus put his hand in hers, “He said something. He said that... What did he say? That I am a revenge junkie. If I... I mean, what if that's true? You know, if I'm a revenge junkie and I don't have him to... Then what have I got to keep me going?” he asked as the tears fell and he didn’t try to stop them.
“What about me? You have me.” She said softly as she caressed his face.
“I have you?” he asked.
She nodded, “You know you have Gus.” “I’ve always been with you in here.” She replied laying her hand over his heart. When the tears continued to fall he looked at her and in his eyes she saw that the last wall around his heart was gone and he had let her in his heart completely.
When she started to kiss him he stopped her, “Not here – Come with me!” he said as he squeezed her hand tighter and lead here through the station and out to his car. Getting in the car Gus drove never letting go of her hand. While he drove Harley recognized where they were headed.
“We’re going to the park?” she asked. He nodded, “Yeah I want to watch the sunset with you like when we were kids.” He said smiling.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:28:34 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 16 Continued
Park
Gus and Harley walked hand in hand toward the swings, both knowing the sunset was best from there.
Sitting under the tree opposite the swings they sat close. Gus put his arm around her as they watched the different colors appear in the sky.
“You know I never really had any friends.” Gus said as he held her. “Me neither. All I had was Frank.” Harley said. Tipping back her chin to look at her Gus smiled, “Then one day I met this girl while I rescued her from the street’s bully.” She laughed, “Karl!” “You remember his name?” Gus asked. “How could I forget? – sorry go on!” she said as they watched the sun dip further down and he continued, “little did I know that the little girl and I would become best friends and come to rely on each other so much to get us both through some pretty hard times we’ve had in our lives.” He said quietly.
“I thought I’d lost you.” Harley said looking off into space. “After that Thanksgiving break and you went back to school and I married I didn’t know where you were until I saw the FBI agent I was to work with.” She said. “I was surprised to see you too.” He answered.
“Even at the trial it was you I relied on to --.” Gus started to say but stopped when he saw a flash of silver. Without a word he reached and pulled the necklace she wore from under her shirt. When he saw the star that rested in his hand his eyes flew to hers.
“Harley? You still have this.” He whispered. “She nodded, “It’s always been close to my heart; I’ve always worn it.” She said softly. Gus looked up at the sky when he realized the stars were out. Looking back at her smiling a tender smile Gus very gently caressed her face, “I’ve wanted to do this since the first time I saw you again.” He said as he leaned in a kissed her.
When they finally broke the kiss Harley stared into his face seeing the Gus she’s always known and loved and said, “Stay with me tonight.” She asked.
Looking surprised Gus asked, “What about the boys?” “They are with Phillip and Rick for the weekend.” She answered. Pressing her lips lightly with his; he whispered, “Are you sure?” She nodded as Gus helped her up and then they headed to Harley’s house.
Once they were at the house and inside they headed upstairs. Standing at the end of the bed, he said, “Can I just really hold you for a minute?” Walking to him Harley wrapped her arms around his waist and lay her head on his shoulder as he tightly wrapped his arms around her. While they stood in silence Gus ran his hand through her hair as she said, “I’ve missed you.” Not moving he replied, “I’ve missed you so much sweetheart”
Looking up she asked, “Do you want to take a shower?” “Only if you’ll take one with me.” He answered his eyes sparkling.
After they reached the bathroom Harley had barley turned on the warm water for the shower when Gus grabbed her arm and pulled her to him giving her a kiss that was making her dizzy. Very slowly Gus unbuttoned her shirt and let it fall when he looked at her he couldn’t say anything, she was so beautiful. Seeing the look in his eyes told her all she needed to know. When she kissed him it was as if the rest of the clothes melted away and they got in the shower. Standing there for a minute he just held her. He then slowly kissed her from her neck down to her fingertips on the left side then the right and then down her body.
Knowing they were driving each other mad Gus kissed her lips one more time as he whispered in a ragged voice, “You’re mine!” Looking into each other’s eyes they let desire take over. Once the water began to cool they quickly showered and got out.
After they were in bed their desire took over again. As they lay there waiting for their hearts to slow he said,
“I’ve waited so long for this.” “What do you mean?” Harley asked.
“I’ve loved you since we were sixteen.” He said smiling. “Some how I think I’ve loved you since then.” Harley replied.
“I want to be with you.” Harley said. Looking at her he grinned, “Good because I’m not letting you go again Harley, however I want to take it slow so the boys can get used to me in your life and theirs.” “You’d do that?” she asked surprised. “Of course I would baby – they’re your sons.” “I want this –.” Harley started to say but Gus saw what she was trying to say and stopped her. “Baby, how about this – I know it will be hard on us but I don’t want to upset the boys so I won’t stay over like this except for when they’re not here. I want them to get use to me being around first.
Both Gus and Harley lay in silence for several minutes just enjoying being with each other when Harley asked, “Do you feel that Gus?”
As he lay still he felt it too… they’re hearts were beating together. Holding Harley as she fell asleep he whispered, “We are of one heart love.” he linked his fingers with hers and fell into a peaceful sleep.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:29:33 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 17
This is when Gus first met Zach and Jude. I thought I’d write a quick family scene before I continued. Not the normal family scene…. but scenes like this that do happen. – written Gush Style!
Gus was so nervous as he waited for her to open the door. It had been a week since he last was in the house. Only difference this time was that the boys were here. He smiled when he thought back three days ago… Harley had found him going through files in the interrogation room.
“Hey Gus!” She said as she stepped in the room. “Harley.” Gus replied careful not to let the other officers notice anything. Walking to her then reaching behind her he closed the door. Once the door closed he picked her up in a tight hug and crushed his lips to hers. Breaking the kiss he stared at her
“I can’t believe I get to kiss you whenever I want.” Gus said giving her a quick kiss when he smiled. “Hmmm, I like it too.” She said as she buried her face in his neck and breathed in his scent as he held her.
“Was there something else you needed from me besides a kiss?” He asked, his eyes sparkling when he put her down.
“How did…?” she started to ask but he stopped her, “Because I needed a kiss just as much.” He answered. Laughing she replied, “Yeah, I wanted to know if you would like to have dinner with me and the boys Friday night?” Gus stood frozen a minute as if he were a deer caught in head lights staring at her. Harley watched his face as she moved toward him. Reaching and caressing the back of his hand with hers as she held it seemed to snap him back to her.
“Will you have dinner with us?” she repeated when he looked at her. “Yeah baby I will; but what if the boys don’t like me?” He questioned. “They will honey.” She said. Gus was pulled back to the present when Harley opened her front door.
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“Hey beautiful!” he said as she reached up for his kiss. “Come on in. What have you got?” she asked looking at the stuffed animals he was holding. “I brought something for the boys.” He replied as Harley helped him off with his coat.
When she saw what he was wearing she grinned she loved when he wore black jeans and green pullover sweater. Peeking out from the top of the sweater she saw a black tee shirt underneath. Leaning against him she asked quietly
“If you brought those for the boys,” she said laying a hand on the stuffed dog and bunny, then what did you bring me?” she wondered smiling into his eyes.
“Me!” he answered chuckling a little. “Mommy!” Zach said running up to her. When Zach saw the strange man standing next to his mom he moved behind her leg.
“Zach baby.” Harley said kneeling beside him. “This is mommy’s best friend his name is Gus.” Smiling Gus knelt in front of the little boy then said, “Hey there Zach” as he held his hand out to him. Watching Gus cautiously Zach took his hand. “I brought you something…I hope you like it.” Gus said handing the dog to him. “What do you say to him for bring you the dog?” Harley asked. “Thank you Gus.” Zach replied.
“You’re welcome little man.” He replied still kneeling by the little boy. “You’re mommy’s friend?” Zach asked. Nodding Gus said, “Mommy and I have been friends since we were little kids.” He replied watching Zach’s eyes get huge. Laughing Harley said, “Sweetie go play with your cars; dinner will be ready in a few minutes.” They watched as he ran out of the room and then walked to Jude’s playpen.
“You know this guy!” Harley said as she picked Jude up. “He’s gotten so big Coop.” Gus replied as he handed Harley the bunny he’d brought for Jude. “Can you hold him while I check on dinner?” She asked. Reaching for the baby Gus laid him against his shoulder. Following her in the kitchen he sat down at the table and began to play with Zach who was racing his cars in front of him. A few minutes later Harley looked up and her heart melted as she watched Gus playing with Zach and Jude quietly lying against his shoulder.
A little later, while they were eating dinner Zach accidentally knocked over his glass of milk and it landed in Gus’s plate soaking his last bit of dinner with milk. Harley jumped up and grabbed a towel even as Zach’s eyes flew to Gus’s and Gus saw that his eyes were bright with tears, “I sor-ry” Zach mumbled as tears rolled down his cheeks and he jumped off the chair and ran upstairs. “Zach, sweetie it’s okay.” Harley said but Zach was already up the stairs. “Do you mind if I…?.” Gus asked. When Harley nodded he headed to the door. At the door Gus turned, “can you leave a glass of water out for me?” he asked then went upstairs.
When Gus reached Zach’s room he stopped at the door and watched as the boy looked at the floor.
Not moving from the door Gus said, “Wow Zach, you’ve got a great room.”
Hearing no answer Gus pushed himself off the door jam and went to Zach. Kneeling in front of the little boy he said, “Its okay Zach.” When Zach looked up, Gus saw the tears on his cheeks. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to make you mad at me.” Zach said on a whisper.
“I’m not mad little man, it was an accident I know that. Accidents happen.” Gus replied. “But you couldn’t finish dinner.” Zach said looking away. “That’s okay I was getting full anyway.” Gus said smiling.
“But you won’t like me now.” The little boy said quietly. “You know Zach I am afraid you won’t like me. I was trying to be on my best behavior so you wouldn’t tell me to leave. ” Gus replied looking at the floor.
Outside the door Harley listened to what Gus just said. She heard a giggle as Zach said
“That’s what mommy told me tonight.”
Slowly Gus looked up, “She did?” Gus whispered. The little boy nodded. “Do you think we can both handle being on good behavior for a little while longer?” he wondered; Zach nodded. “Good, let’s go back downstairs and have dessert.” Gus said. Out in the hall Harley turned and went to the kitchen. With conspirator smiles Gus and Zach came back in the kitchen and sat down.
“Well there you are?” I thought you’d left me.” Harley exclaimed as she stood up and went to get dessert. When Harley sat dessert down Gus reached for a napkin and when he did he knocked over the glass of water he had sitting there. Looking away from her and Zach; Gus looked down at his hands. Watching the water hit the table the little boy climbed out of his chair and went to stand by Gus.
Harley watched in amazement as Zach climbed in Gus’s lap. Gus looked at Zach scared, “I’m sorry.” He said softly. Zach hugged Gus, “It was an accident. Mommy can clean it up.” He said softly as he hugged Gus harder. Over Zach’s shoulder Gus looked at Harley and smiled.
After the water was cleaned up and dessert eaten Zach said goodnight to Gus as Harley took the boys up to bed.
Twenty minutes later Harley came back and sat down the couch by Gus. He leaned in and kissed her. She smiled as she, “You planned to knock the water over didn’t you?” Eyes sparkling he replied, “Yeah I did. Zach thought I was mad at him for spilling his milk in my plate so I thought I’d let him see that everyone can have accidents like that --.” Gus was saying but stopped when Harley kissed him.
“Thank you!” Harley said hugging him. “I’m going to go Coop, let you get some rest okay.” Gus said as he stood and went to the door. Following him Harley put her arms around his neck as he turned and held her close. “I had a good time tonight baby. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.” He said as he crushed his lips to hers.
When they broke the kiss Gus said on a ragged breath, “I gotta go now or I won’t leave.” Smiling she squeezed his hand as he softly said, “I love you!” “I love you too!” she replied as he gave her a quick kiss then left then she closed the door and went upstairs
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:34:54 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 18
This chapter takes place later…Gus and Harley have been dating for quite a while and Gus has now been moved in the house. Today is the anniversary of Joe’s Death. When Harley woke up she remembered the date and went to the store for flowers before Gus or the boys woke up.
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Harley was standing at the refrigerator with the door open getting orange juice out when she heard Gus walk in and sit down at the table. Taking the juice out and setting on the counter she walked up behind Gus’s chair and wrapped her arms around his neck. Without saying anything he reached up laying his hand on her arm as he leaned against her. Lightly kissing his cheek she quietly said
“We are going to take today for you okay, whatever you want to do.” Pulling her into his lap he held her tight. Before he could say anything Zach came running into kitchen
“Gus will you come play with me?” he asked. Smiling Gus nodded, “Yeah little man, we can play until mommy has breakfast ready okay?” Zach nodded. When Gus stood the little boy slipped his hand in Gus’s and they walked to the family room. Harley went back to getting breakfast finished. Thirty minutes later she walked to the door of the family room.
Lying on the floor in black sweatpants and white tee shirt was Gus and he was running toy cars lightly over Zach’s legs making him laugh because his legs had become part of their road. “I hate to interrupt, but breakfast is ready.” Harley said when Gus looked up. As Zach ran to the kitchen Gus walked up beside her, “I love you.” He said quietly. Caressing his cheek she whispered, “I love you too.” After they ate Gus took Zach upstairs and got him dressed while Harley showered and got dressed.
Sometime later the doorbell rang Gus ran down to answer it while Harley finished helping the boys. He opened the door and let Buzz in.
“Hey Gus, How are ya?” Buzz asked. “Hey Buzz what are you doing here?” he asked. “I came by to pick up the boys since they are going to stay with me.” Buzz said. Gus turned when Harley started down the stairs.
“Sweetheart did you?” Gus asked. She nodded, “Today is not easy for you so I called Daddy and he agreed that the boys could stay with him for the night.” Walking to her he took Jude from her and held him while Buzz took the boys’ things out to his car and then came back for the boys. Passing the baby to Buzz Gus knelt as Zach reached up to hug him. “You have fun with Grandpa and mommy and I will see you tomorrow.” Gus said as he hugged Zach and then they watched as the boys left.
After closing the door Gus leaned against it, “I still miss him Harley.” He said with eyes that were bleak. “I know you do sweetie, do what you need to do and we’ll do it together.” She said walking to him and wrapping her arms around him and holding him tight.
“I need to go see him, will you come with me – I want him to meet you Harley.” Gus said as he slipped his hands in hers. She nodded as they got there jackets and left the house.
Graveyard
With an arm around his waist they walked to the headstone. Reaching it Gus sat down and pulled Harley down next to him. Not saying anything for a minute his eyes just read over the stone. Harley sat in silence listening to him as he talked to his dad.
“Hey Dad, it’s me. I miss you still. I’m okay I’m not with the FBI anymore. There’s someone special in my life dad ---.” Gus couldn’t continue as tears quietly fell down his cheeks. Harley rubbed a hand over his back, “Take your time honey. She whispered as she slipped her hand in his when he continued, “she’s my life dad, do you remember Harley, the girl I was friend’s with when I was ten?” he asked as he looked at Harley.
“It’s her dad, we met again when I came back here on a case and when I saw her again I fell in love with her all over again. She’s a mom now and I love her boys as if they were my own. Dad, I know you never got a chance to meet Harley but she’s here with me now.”<br> Gus said as he hugged her.
“Mr. Augustino, it’s nice to meet you. I wish we could have met before now but I want you to know that I love Gus very much. I hope you would approve of me for Gus; but if you’re worried about your son don’t be.” She started to say but looked down at they’re linked fingers and continued, “He’s not alone anymore. Harley said softly as she looked at him then wiped the tears away that rolled silently down his cheeks.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:35:26 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 18 Continued
“Baby can we just stay here a few minutes?” Gus asked. She nodded rubbing his back again as she leaned her head on his shoulder as they sat there in the silence. Slowly Harley looked at him.
“Sweetie, I’m going to give you some time alone with your dad okay I’m going to go down to the car for a few minutes, and then I’ll be back.” She said as she stood.
“Coop you don’t have too.” he said quietly. “I know but you want time alone with your dad its ok, but I’ll be at the car if you need me.” she replied as she walked away.
“Dad, she’s amazing, I can’t believe she’s in my life again.” He said as he rubbed his fingers over his dad’s name. “I don’t know what I would have done without her the day of your funeral.” He whispered as he remembered back to that day. “She met me in the park and she held me while I cried she was my life line then and she still is; you would like her very much.” He said as he stood.
“Dad, can I tell you something that can stay just between us for now? As long as I’ve known Harley she knows me like no one else does – I feel as if she’s my Soul mate. Did you feel that way with mom?” Gus asked as he turned and saw Harley walking toward him.
When she reached him she laid two roses on the headstone; one yellow and one red.
“Mr. Augustino, the red rose is for Gus, he loves you so much. The yellow rose is from me… as a show of friendship to you.” Harley said as she stepped back beside Gus.
He looked at the roses for a second and his eyes went to hers as he remembered the Thanksgiving break years ago when he’d come to see his dad and he’d found a red and yellow rose lying on top of the headstone just as they are now. “Harley?” Gus whispered as he reached in his pocket for the petals of the flowers he’d found long ago. Pulling them out she saw they had been pressed and were in a plastic bag. “You?” he asked.
She nodded, “I’ve been coming to see your dad and bring the roses on this day ever since we were seventeen years old. I’ve also come on any holiday that you weren’t able to be here.” She replied softly. Pulling her to him he kissed her then held her tight. She felt the tears against her neck as he whispered, “Why?”
“You know why sweetie, I love you.” She answered as she pulled his hand down and linked his fingers with hers. “Dad I love you and miss you everyday day.” He said as she ran her hand through his hair at the nape of his neck. “Lets go home Harley, there’s something else I want to show you.” He said as they walked to the car.
After they had gotten back to the house Harley went to the kitchen to get them some coffee while Gus went to the upstairs closet and brought back down the box of his dad’s things that he looked at on this day every year. When he came down Harley was waiting for him on the couch. This is the first time he had showed her the box but she knew he had it. As he sat down beside her she said
“Are you sure you want me to see this?” she asked.
He nodded, “Yeah I need you to be here with me. You were so much a part of that day for me – you understood me so I need to share these things with you.” Gus replied.
He began to go through the box telling her what each thing was and why he had kept it. He had gotten down to letters that were tied with a red ribbon when he pulled them out and set the box aside.
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“These are love letters from my parents that I’ve kept but never read and I want to read them with you.” He said. “Are you sure about this baby?” Harley asked. He nodded, “My dad had just finished at the academy when he left with the Marines and went to Vietnam. When he came home he went to work at the police station. He said handing her half the letters then opening one he held.
Dear Angela,
I am sending you a scarf and a box of chocolates I picked up in Saigon. I hope it will reach you by Valentine’s Day honey. They will be in a heart shaped box to remind you how much I love you and that you are always in my heart.
Wish I could be with you on Valentine’s Day baby; I miss you!
Love, Joe
Harley smiled, “Here’s her reply:
Joe,
Perfect timing as usual sweetie, the scarf and chocolates arrived right on Valentine’s Day with not a scratch on it. That’s why I know you’ll be home safe and sound. The scarf is beautiful I love it. You are in my heart always. I miss you so much Joe.
I love you,
Angela
Opening the second letter Gus began to read:
Dear Angela,
How are you honey? I hope you are okay? I hate being away from you and in this god forsaken jungle. What did the doctor say? I love you so much sweetie. Thinking of you is the only thing keeping me going; to know that I will be home so I can hold you in my arms again. You are my heart.
Think of me love, for I am dreaming of you!
Love, Joe
Leaning against Gus Harley began to read Angela’s reply:
Joe,
I saw the doctor yesterday, he said I’ll need some test but other than that I’m doing great sweetie. How I wish I didn’t have to go through the medical stuff without you. Just three more months and then you’ll be home and we can start our family Joe.
Until I can hold you again,
I love you,
Angela
As Gus started to put the letter back in the envelop he saw that it wouldn’t go. Trying to stuff it in there didn’t work so he looked and saw another paper folded in there. He took it out and began to read
My Dearest,
I long to tell you this…. You are a father to a little boy. I didn’t tell you so you would be protected from your father finding out. That is why I also disappeared. Know that you are in my heart and will always be along with our son. I befriended a man who knew I was expecting and now he will take care of our son. Alexandra is the only one who knows the truth. Maybe one day you can meet your son.
Until we meet again love,
L.
Looking at Harley he saw that she too was confused. “Harley this doesn’t make sense.” Gus said holding the letter between them. “I don’t like it!!” Gus continued as Harley could see he was beginning to panic. “Why would my dad have this letter? He obviously knew this woman but why? If dad took this woman’s son to raise. That must mean that the baby is me. Which means I’m not Joe and Angela’s son.” He stated. “Who is Alexandra?” he asked.
“Honey the only Alexandra we know is Alexandra Spaulding.” Harley said. She barley had the name spoken when their eyes collided as he walked to her. “If she knows anything thing I want to talk to her.” Gus said as he sat down heavily on the couch.
Harley sat next to him as he looked at her and she saw the tears in his eyes as he said
“Baby, If I’m not Joe and Angela Augustino son then who am I?” he said on a whisper.
Looking at her, she said, “You are Gus Aitoro, the man I love.” She said caressing his face.
“But who am I really?” he asked again as Harley pulled him against her and held her as they sat in silence.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:37:30 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 19
This chapter is about him being a Spaulding…<br>Gus and Harley have been investigating the as to who Gus’s mother is. They have talked to Alex and she’s put them off. The bracelet has been found as well. Gus has talked to the lady he knew as a child but she was no help either. He has been in a panic and so desperate to find out who he is; Harley’s been trying to calm him and be there for him. They have discovered that Alex could be his mother so they are headed over to talk to her. Little did Gus or Harley know that Lucia is at this moment talking to Alexandra.
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Harley sat on the passenger side of the car and watched as Gus tightened his hands on the steering wheel and leaned his forehead against it taking deep breaths. They were sitting in the Spaulding driveway and he was about to confront Alexandra Spaulding, his mother but here he sat frozen not sure if he could go through it.
“Sweetie, I’m right beside you all the way no matter what happens.” Harley said quietly as she laid a hand over his on the steering wheel. She began to try and pry his fingers loose so she could hold his hand but considering how tightly his fingers were wrapped over the wheel she knew he was scared. “What if she doesn’t see me Harley?” he asked. “Then we camp out in the hall, you need answers and we won’t leave until you have them okay.” She said leaning close, “we have to go in Gus.” Gus nodded but still didn’t move.
Inside Spaulding Mansion…<br>
“Does anyone know you are here Lucia?” Alex asked quietly as she shut the door behind her. No, no one does; Alex how can I do this to my little boy-- my son? I am his mother not the friend of the Augustino’s he thinks I am.” Lucia said staring at Alex. “You didn’t tell him who you were did you?” Alex asked. “Of course not but I can’t keep going on like this…. He is in so much pain over this.” Lucia answered. “Try and put it out of your mind I’ll handle…..” Alex started to say but stopped when she heard the raised voices outside.
“Nolan, I DON’T care if Alex asked not to be disturbed, I’m seeing her NOW!!” Gus said loud enough for the two women to hear.
“Lucia, you have to hide, I’ll take care of this okay.” Alex said pushing her toward a privacy screen in the corner. “But Alex….?” Lucia began but Alex stopped her again, “I’ll handle this, hide before he sees you.” She said pushing her behind the screen. She turned and took a deep breath just as Gus yanked open the door and walked in with Harley behind him. “I tried to stop them Ms. Spaulding!” Nolan said coming in behind them. “That’s alright Nolan you can go, I’ll take care of this.” She said as all three of them watched him walk through the door.
“Did you think you could hide it from me Alexandra?” Gus asked furiously.
“Hide what Gus?” Alex asked glancing at Harley a little puzzled. “Oh come on Alex quit lying to me; it’s just you and me.” He replied. “Is it?” She asked looking at Harley. Shaking her head Harley let Alex know she wasn’t going anywhere. “How?”… Gus asked as he took a deep breath, “How could you do it?” he asked again. “Do what?” Alex questioned. A look of hurt crossed Gus’s face, “You say family is important to you, did you ever imagine over the years what you were doing to me?” he asked, his voice raising “No! You didn’t you never thought about the pain you caused me or how you hurt me I’m sure.”<br> “I now know why you’ve tried to keep my mother from me…It’s you isn’t it?” Gus asked as tears brightened his eyes.
With a look of surprise Alex replied, “I’m not your mother Gus, I promise.” “You’re ashamed of me; since I can’t live up to the mighty Spaulding name huh?” Gus wondered. “I’m sorry all this has happened. Alex said. “I can’t believe you just said that to me… you’re sorry! Do you realize what it was like to raise my baby sister when I spent half my teenage years in juvenile hall and my sister barely got out alive. We had no roof over our heads and I wasn’t going to take handouts. I was waiting for you to come but you never did and here you were in the Spaulding mansion.” Gus replied staring at her.
“Harley could you talk to him please?” Alex asked looking at her.
“Don’t look at me like that Alex?” Harley said. “He needs answers and I stand by him.” She said again.
“Did you ever wonder what I looked like or what I was interested in?” he asked. With tears flowing down her cheeks Lucia stepped out from behind the screen
“She’s not your mother.” Lucia said watching him.
“Lucia why are you here?” Gus wondered. Harley stepped up next to him and laid a hand on his back when Gus looked at her she asked, “Who is she?” “She’s a friend of my parents – her name is Lucia, and I had the conversation with her at the convent.” He said as he wrapped an arm around Harley’s waist and held her close.
“I didn’t know you were a part of Alex’s plan.” Gus said. “I’m a big part of this.” Lucia replied. “No, Lucia I can explain this.” Alex interrupted. Noo!! Alex no more lies he deserves to know the truth.” Lucia said turning back to face Gus.
“Lucia?” Alex whispered. “Stay out of this!” Gus shouted. “What do you know about this?” he asked rubbing a hand down Lucia’s arm. “Alex is not your mother.” She answered.
Then who?” Gus asked as he held Harley closer. Gus stared at Lucia for several minutes when realization hit him and angry tears flowed down his cheeks.
“You! Its you—you are my mother?” Gus asked shouting and jerking his hand off her arm as though it was on fire.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:37:58 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 19 Continued
He hugged Harley tight and neither bothered to wipe at Gus’s tears that still fell from his eyes as they heard Lucia say, “Yes, Nicholas I’m your mother and I’ve missed you since the day I let you go.”
“But you were the nice lady down the street that took me to the park.” Gus replied. Lucia nodded “Yes, Joe and Angela wanted me to still be a part of your life but they knew I didn’t want you to know I was your mother so I became your neighbor, the lady you spent time with at the park or made you cookies.
“How could you do this to me I was your son, your flesh and blood.” Gus stated turning toward Harley.
“I gotta get out of here! He said as he saw her nod and without saying another word both Harley and Gus left.
When they reached the car Gus slid behind the wheel and once Harley had the door closed he drove away. Laying a hand on his thigh Harley looked at him, “Can I ask you something sweetie?” He nodded, “How come I never met Lucia?” Harley asked as she watched him cover her hand resting on his thigh with his hand—she knew he needed some type of contact with her. “She moved away when I was nine and I never saw her again. She was long gone when we met babe.
When they had been at the house for a while Gus and Harley ate dinner both glad that Buzz had offered to take the boys for another night. After dinner Gus wondered around as he tried to make sense of everything he’d heard; when the doorbell rang. Harley opened the door and was surprised to see Lucia standing there.
“Lucia, what are you doing here?” Harley asked. “There is something I need to tell Nicholas about his father. Before Harley could call him in the family room Gus walked in and stopped in place the minute he saw her. “What are you doing here?” he asked. “I wanted to tell you about your father then I’ll leave you alone. Gus nodded as he and Harley sat on the couch
“Everything we‘ve gathered leads up to the fact that I’m Miguel Santos son.” Gus replied. He watched as Lucia shook her head no.
“Wait a minute!” Gus said as he jumped up and went upstairs when he came back downstairs Harley recognized the note that they’d found in the envelope. “Can you explain this?” Gus said as he sat back down by Harley. Taking the note Lucia began to read:
My Dearest,
I long to tell you this…. You are a father to a little boy. I didn’t tell you so you would be protected from your father finding out. That is why I also disappeared. Know that you are in my heart and will always be along with our son. I befriended a man who knew I was expecting and now he will take care of our son. Alexandra is the only one who knows the truth. Maybe one day you can meet your son.
Until we meet again love,
L.
“Where did you get this?” Lucia asked with a shocked expression on her face. “It was folded in one of the letters from his parents.” Harley answered as Gus tightened the grip on her hand.
“This is why I came to tell you about your father Nicholas.” Lucia replied. “My name is Gus…. but go ahead.” He answered stiffly. “Your father was not Miguel Santos.” Before she could continue he interrupted, “that’s good to know because I don’t think I could stand knowing my father killed Joe Augustino in cold blood.” Gus replied watching Lucia’s reaction.
“Joe was killed in cold blood?” Lucia whispered as she pressed a shaking fist to her cold lips. “Yes by Miguel Santos.” Gus and Harley answered in unison.
“What about my father?” Gus asked again. “I was working as a nanny for the family when I met your father. He and I became friends and then lovers but we were lovers in secret so his father wouldn’t find out. When I found out I was pregnant with you I told my friend Alexandra so she came up with a way to get me out of the house. I wanted to protect your father and you from his father, your grandfather. I knew that if he found out your father would be looked down upon in your grandfather’s eyes. Brandon would have done anything to keep Alan from marrying me and that would include hurting you. I wrote this note the day you were born because I wanted Alan to know he was a father.
“Wait are you telling us that Alan Spaulding is my father?” Gus asked. Lucia nodded “He doesn’t know he has another son; I’ll leave deciding whether you want to let him know who you are up to you…. But Gus, Alan doesn’t know where I am.”
Harley saw how tired Gus was so she ran a hand down his cheek in a gentle caress, “I can’t handle anymore of this right now.” Gus whispered looking at her. Harley nodded “Lucia I think its time you left now alright.” She nodded and stood and went to the door then looked back to her son
“Gus, I have never stopped loving you remember that.” Lucia said then walked out the door. When Harley sat back on the couch next to Gus, he reached for her and tightly wrapped his arms around her waist and buried his face in Harley’s neck. As she held him she felt the sobs roll through his body as everything about Lucia and Alan began to sink in. “Sweetie its okay I’m right here.” She said as she rocked their bodies back and forth in the age old rhythm that had always offered comfort.
“I’m so cold babe.” Gus said on a ragged breath as she held him closer while she pulled a blanket over both of them. “Honey you’re exhausted why don’t we go on up to bed so you can get some rest. Gus nodded as Harley pulled him off the couch and they headed upstairs.
Once they were in the bedroom Harley went to the dresser and pulled out some sweatpants and a tee shirt and took them to Gus. When he changed they climbed in bed and Gus held her tight not daring to let go of her. He tipped her chin back and stared in Harley’s eyes as he said, “I love you.” Nodding she replied, “I love you too” and then kissed him lovingly. Gus whispered, “Don’t let go please?” “I won’t love I’m here and I’ll hold you all night. She said kissing his temple.
“I don’t know what I’d do without you beautiful.” He said softly as they fell asleep.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:40:58 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 20
Gus hasn’t made an attempt to see Lucia. He has seen Alan in passing but not said anything. He still had a hard time seeing himself as a Spaulding. He also knows that Harley isn’t taking the news well either, because he knows her biggest fear is Alan in her life, and loosing to him because of Alan-Michael. This chapter is takes place two weeks later…. Between Gus and Alan. ~~ This is long chapter.
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Harley went to answer the door when she heard the doorbell. Going in the other room she called over her shoulder to Gus who had been in the kitchen with her, “Honey can you stir the Mac and cheese for me please?” she asked as she wiped her hands on the towel she was carrying and then opened the door.
“Alan? What are you doing here?” Harley asked as she glanced toward the kitchen.
“Hello Harley, I wanted to come by and see Zach before I headed home, is that alright?” he wondered. Before she could answer Gus walked in, “Hon--.” Gus started to say but stopped when he saw who was standing in the family room. “Sweetie Alan’s here to see Zach for a while would you get him please?” She asked when she saw the shock of standing face to face with his father pass over his face. He nodded and headed upstairs.
As Gus and Zach headed down the stairs they heard him say “Hey little man, somebody’s here that wants to see you.” Alan smiled when he heard Zach say, “Who Gus?” When Harley saw how Gus was holding Zach she had to smile because he was leaning back against Gus’s chest and his legs were dangling over the arm that Gus was using to support the little boy. Just then as they came down the rest of the way Zach saw who was standing there and screeched, “Grandpa!!” before launching himself into Alan’s out stretched arms.
“Zach sweetie, why don’t you and grandpa play with your toy cars while Gus and I check on dinner okay?” Harley said when he nodded they headed in the kitchen. Reaching the kitchen Harley went to the counter to get something out for the Mac and cheese casserole. She had just barley reached the counter when Gus spun her around and trapped her body with his and crushed her lips with his.
Breaking the kiss she asked, “Are you going to be okay with Alan here?” Not saying a word Gus moved closer and kissed her again but this time taking the kiss deeper. Breaking the kiss he answered, “He’ll only be here 30 minutes tops right?” She nodded just as Zach came in
“Mommy? Can Grandpa eat dinner with us?” he asked. “Well sweetie.” She said kneeling in front of him, “Grandpa might be busy and can’t stay.” She said hoping this would be true so Gus wouldn’t have to hurt. “Please mommy?” he pleaded. Looking up at Gus, she saw him nod; he wasn’t going to deny Zach a visit with his grandfather. “Okay go and ask grandpa.” She said. Before Zach could go anywhere Alan walked in the kitchen.
“Ask Grandpa what?” he questioned. Harley stood, “He wants to know if you’ll stay and have dinner with him.” She replied. “Zach I would love to; Harley, Gus is that alright with you?” Harley nodded and looked at Gus as he shrugged. “Honey I’m going to go shower and change and then I’ll be back down.” Gus said quickly as his eyes met hers and then left the kitchen. A little later, Harley looked at Alan, “I need to go upstairs for a few minutes; will you keep and eye on him please?” she asked. He nodded as she went up the stairs.
Upstairs Harley hurried to the bedroom. When she didn’t see Gus in the bedroom she went into the bathroom. She found him fully dressed in his jeans and black tee shirt, leaning against the bathroom wall with his arms on his bent knees and his eyes closed. Kneeling she rubbed her fingers lightly across his cheek, “Sweetheart?” she asked softly.
“He’s about to gain a son tonight.” He replied holding her hand against his cheek.
“You’re going to tell Alan?” she wondered. “I could ask him to leave Gus.” Harley said. "I won’t deny Zach a visit with his grandfather babe.” He answered. Finally, opening his eyes to look at her, “I know this is one of your biggest fears “having Alan back in your life because of everything that happened revolving around your marriage with Alan-Michael then Phillip.” He whispered. “Will this change anything for us since I’m biologically a Spaulding?” He asked.
Reaching over to hug him Harley shook her head no as she said, “You are Gus Aitoro the man I love remember that.” Sitting up Gus took her hand as she looked at him. In his eyes she saw the fear of facing a father he’s never known but she also saw his inner strength she always knew he had.
“I need you there when I tell him.” Gus replied as he tucked hair behind her ear. “I’m not going to go anywhere sweetie.” She said standing and pulling him with her. “Come on let’s get Jude and go eat. He nodded as he stood then they left the bedroom. When they reached the stairs Gus started down while Harley followed carrying Jude. Walking in the family room they looked at Alan shocked, “You changed clothes?” Harley said, “Yes, I thought put on more comfortable clothes.” Alan said standing; he was now wearing khakis pants and green polo shirt. “I occasionally carry a bag with extra clothes in my car.” He said walking toward the kitchen. “Come on Alan dinner’s ready, it’s nothing fancy like you’re used to but maybe you’ll like it.” She said going to the table. “I’m sure it’s fine Harley.” Alan said.
“Alan I need to talk to you about something after the boys go to bed --would you stay?” Gus asked. “Alright.” Alan answered as everyone sat down.
Harley and Gus got the boys settled in their chairs then dished up the Mac and cheese casserole for everyone. Harley set a plate in front of Alan then sat down next to Gus and they began to eat. Alan had taken several bites before he looked at Harley, “This is really good Harley I like it very much.” He said as he took another bite. His compliment had surprised Harley and she choked on the bite she was eating. Gus jumped up and slapped her on the back once then sat back down when she held up her hand showing him she was okay. After he sat down he handed her his glass of tea and asked her, “Babe are you okay?” She nodded as she took another drink of his tea and handed the glass back to him. “Harley, are you sure you’re okay?” Alan asked. “Yes, you’re comment just really surprised me that’s all.” She replied as she continued eating. After they all ate they went to the family room to let Zach and Jude play a little bit before bedtime.
The boys had been playing for thirty minutes when Gus said, “Bath time boys.” Zach turned toward Alan, “Will you be here after my bath so I can say good night?” He wondered. “Yes I will.” Alan replied smiling.
Gus walked up behind Zach and tipped his head back so he was looking at Gus upside down. “Mommy’s in the bathroom with Jude, you better get up there.” Gus said with a wink as he looked at his watch, “I’m timing you – go, go!” he replied as Zach took off up the stairs and Gus couldn’t help but smile, the boys always made him feel better. Looking back at Alan, “Harley and I will be down in a few minutes.” He said before going up to the bathroom.
A little later Alan turned when Zach raced down the stairs, “I’m here!” he said grinning as sat on the couch beside his grandfather. Alan pulled the little boy into his lap when he said, “do you want me to sing to you a lullaby?” Zach nodded as snuggled up in Alan’s arms and listened as he started to sing. Gus and Harley were coming down to get Zach when they stopped on the stairs as they heard Alan singing. Harley saw the shock pass over Gus’s face as he listened.
“Sweetie what is it?” she asked. “I’ve heard that same lullaby before when I was a kid.” He answered.
Alan stood when he saw Zach’s eyes were really heavy and turned; going toward the stairs he looked up and saw them standing there. “I’ll take him up.” Gus said as he reached for Zach then walked to his room. Laying Zach down he knelt beside the bed as Zach opened his eyes, “Gus?” he asked sleepily. “I’m right here.” He answered as Zach raised his arms for a hug. Leaning down to hug him Gus heard, “I love you.” The little boy said as he lay back down. “I love you too, you go back to sleep; mommy and I are downstairs if you need us.” Leaving the room he went to the top of the stairs and stopped. Gus ran a shaking hand over the back of his neck as he took a deep breath and went down and sat by Harley on the couch.
Alan sat in the chair across from them and watched as Harley slipped her hand in Gus’s and squeezed as she whispered “Always.” Looking at Gus Alan asked, “What did you need to talk to me about?”<br> “I need to ask if you’ve ever known a Lucia Renaldi?” Gus asked holding his breath.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 14:43:00 GMT -5
Soulmates... Chapter 20 Continued
He saw that Alan expression didn’t change except for his look of sadness that came into his eyes when he heard her name. “Yes, when I was younger – she was Phillip’s nanny when he was a child but she disappeared one day and I never saw her again.” He answered then said “Why do you ask?” Gus looked at Harley for a minute before he continued
“The lullaby you were singing to Zach I’ve heard before.” Gus said quietly. Alan sat up
“But how?” he asked. “The only person I ever sang that lullaby too was Lucia. Gus let out a shaky breath when he said
“When I was a kid, there was this nice lady that lived down the street from me that was a friend of my parents and sometimes when she’d take me to the park she’d sing me that lullaby and I loved hearing it.” He saw the shocked expression on Alan’s face as he stood and went to the mantle and picked up the note and then came back and sat down.
“It wasn’t until just recently after I’d found this note and did some checking that I discovered that I was really Lucia’s son and not Joe and Angela Augustino’s son.” He said as he handed Alan the note to read then went to stand in front of the fireplace. Harley went to him and wrapped her arm around his waist as she saw the tears come to his eyes when he quietly said
“I’m that little boy—I’m your son Alan.” After the words were out Gus turned into Harley and hugged her tightly. They were all quiet for several minutes as Alan watched as Harley tighten her hold on Gus’s back.
“You’re my son? Mine and Lucia’s?” he asked in a ragged voice. “I don’t believe it, she would have told me – I know she would have.” He replied. “Yes, Alan, Gus is your son.” Harley answered still holding on to Gus because he stayed silent almost as if saying that one sentence to Alan had taken all of his strength.
“Lucia and I where secret lover’s because we both knew that if my father found out about us he would kick her out and make sure she never got another job. I can home one day excited about something that only she knew about and when I couldn’t find her in the house I went to Alex and asked where she was and Alex told me that Lucia hadn’t come to work that day and was gone.” Alan replied looking at Harley and the man she was protecting in her own way the man that was his son.
“She left because she was pregnant with you. He stated then continued, and the man she befriended was Joe Augustino?” he asked quietly.
Gus slowly looked at Alan but never let go of Harley as he said, “Yes, Joe and Angela couldn’t conceive for a long time and when I was born Lucia asked Joe to take me and raise me as his own and he agreed. Alan stood and walked to them. “How did you find out I was your father?” he asked Gus. “Lucia came to me yesterday after I’d found out about her and told me you were my biological father. Surprised Alan looked at them
“Lucia’s alive? your mother’s alive.” He replied
Gus softly said, “My parents are the Augustino’s and always will be. But yes Lucia is alive and if I decide to see her again I’ll tell her you’d like to see her.” He replied.
“Alan, there is something you need to know, I may biologically be yours, however what you see here is my life and who I am now and who I want to be which is Gus Aitoro. I am a cop, I like being a cop nothing will change that. Harley, Zach and Jude are part of my life too. If you don’t like it you can leave.” He stated. “Gus, you are a fine cop and that’s a part of you; I just want a chance to get to know the son I never knew I had and find out what type of man he is now alright.” Alan answered.
Gus nodded just as they heard Jude crying, “I’ll go check on him honey.” He said as he kissed her then without a look at Alan headed up the stairs. Harley looked at Alan “I think you should go now.” She said. He nodded as he walked to the door.
Turning to her he said, “Thank you for allowing me to stay for dinner Harley.” “I did it for Zach. Alan I know I’m not your favorite person and you don’t think I’m good enough for the Spaulding’s but if you hurt Gus in anyway --.” She started to say but he interrupted, “I’ll leave getting to know me up to Gus and he can decide that’s okay with me.” Alan said as he walked out the door.
When Harley reached their bedroom she found Gus waiting for her. Going to her Gus softly kissed her as he ran a hand down her hair
“I need to be with you.” He said
She nodded then he picked her up and carried her to the bed. Laying her down gently he locked his mouth on hers and then worked his way nibbling kisses from her mouth down to the hollow of her throat. Reaching out he slowly removed her shirt. Harley heard his breath hitch as he looked at her “Baby, you are so beautiful!” he whispered as he removed the rest of her clothes. She smiled as she removed his clothes then gently raked her fingers down the side of his neck which she knew he liked.
He drove her crazy with kisses then worked his way down her body and back up again before he wrapped his arms around her and held on as desire took over. When he looked at Harley she saw the tears running down his cheeks silently. She knew he’d been holding them in ever since she’d seen him in the bathroom earlier. She knew he was afraid that now everything would change for them and she also knew he was angry at Lucia and Alan both even though he never voiced his anger to her. She knew these were tears of anger, hurt, and pain. Caressing his face as the tears fell he whispered
“Thank you.” She stared up at him, “For what?” she asked, “For always being there.” He whispered. “Oh honey we’ve always been with each other since we were ten… I’m with you here.” She said kissing the spot over his heart. She saw the tears fall faster as he said
“Thank you for loving me Harley… I love you.” Gus rolled to his back and held Harley to his side as she laid her head on his shoulder. Looking at Gus she whispered, “I love you to my white knight.” While they stared into each others eyes the kissed then slowly drifted off to sleep.
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