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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 12:53:36 GMT -5
The Road Back
Gus & Harley
May - July / 2004
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 12:54:22 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 1
She couldn’t believe her eyes as she picked up the bag filled with Antimonious. “No, No, Eden No this can’t be happening.” She whispered. Hearing the bathroom door open Harley stood and turned just as Eden walked out.
“Harley?!” Eden said when she saw what she was holding. “You are the connection between Salerno and Antimonious.” Harley whispered.
“Just let it go Harley.” Eden replied
“I CAN”T just let it go.” Harley spat out angrily. “Do you have any idea what this will do to Gus when he finds out?” Eden’s eyes became huge, “Nicky can’t find out Harley.”<br> “You have to be kidding me?” Harley replied exasperated.
“Why do you have this?” she questioned still angry even as she held up the bag of the street drug. Eden sat down at the desk and dropped her head in her hands.
“Eden tell me why?” She didn’t answer; Harley was beginning to get frustrated so she tried again, “Eden TELL me why?” “Because it is the only way I can stay alive Harley.” Eden yelled looking up at her brother’s fiancée. “Just leave Harley, you know now. Give Nicky a hug for me.” Eden asked. “Talk to me Eden?” Harley remarked. She shook her head then went and held open the door. Looking back Harley left. Once she closed the door Harley dialed a number even as she wondered how she was supposed to tell Gus his sister was the missing piece.
“I just found the missing piece to the Antimonious equation.” Harley said into her phone. “Don’t call me terrier!” she said then continued, “Gus’s sister is the go between for Salerno and the street Drug Delirium – What do you mean don’t worry, I’ve got to tell Gus, I can’t keep this from him.” She answered as she walked away.
On the other side of the door Eden stared at the bags of Antimonious. “My life is with Bill now, you can’t control me anymore Vinnie.” She whispered to herself as she picked up the bags and headed to the bathroom. When she reached it she began to flush both bags down the toilet. Just as she finished she heard Bill calling her name and went to meet him.
“Hey Baby.” Bill said as he kissed her. “Did you just get out of the shower?” he asked with a smile.
Outside, Vinnie Salerno sat in his car and had watched as Bill Lewis had gone into Eden’s apartment. Staring out the window he was becoming madder by the minute the more he thought about ‘his Eden’ and Bill Lewis especially at the thoughts of her being married. He sat there and stared at her apartment for a while longer, after a little bit he tried to think of her as married and when he did his eyes became stormy at the thought. He soon thought about how they’d been in Paris and how she would always be his.
After signaling to his driver that they could leave he looked back one more time at her apartment then up to her window as he said to himself, “You will always belong to me and no one else, it’s not over.” Then he rolled up the black tinted window.
Gus and Harley’s
Harley sat on the couch trying to figure out how to tell the man she loved that his sister was involved in what he was trying to find out by going undercover.
Not hearing when Gus walked in he just stopped and watched her. “She’s beautiful.” He thought as he quietly laid his keys on the table and taking his suit coat off hung it on the banister of the stairs then rolling his sleeves up went to her.
“Hey honey.” He said as he sat by her.
Hearing his voice pulled her back to the present. “Hey baby.” She replied as he leaned in and claimed her mouth for a kiss. She let herself sink into his kiss as he held her. Feeling the tension in her muscles he broke the kiss, “Rough day?” he asked.
“Yeah kinda.” She answered as he held her close. “Did you and Eden work on wedding plans when you got to her place?” he asked. “Mostly we just talked, Gus we need to talk.” Harley remarked quietly. “Okay, now?” he wanted to know. She shook her head, “Not just yet, I want to just sit here with you first.” He smiled then kissed her temple as they just sat there quietly.
Gus had just begun to run his fingers through her hair when the door bell rang. “Why is it when we get a nice quiet moment for the two of us it is always interrupted?” Gus asked holding Harley closer.
“Go Away!” he shouted to whoever was on the other side. “Gus, its O’Neil I need to talk to you.” He answered. Slipping his arm from around Harley he stood and went to let O’Neil in.
“This better be important!” Gus replied as he sat back down. “I think you’d want to know about some information I received today.” Jeffrey replied. “One of my agents found the connection between Salerno and Delirium.” “They did that’s good.” Gus said as he looked at Harley and saw that she was staring at Jeffery.
“I wouldn’t be too sure Gus; the connection is your sister.” Jeffery answered. Taking a look at Harley Gus saw her face, “You are the agent? And this is what we needed to talk about?” he questioned. She nodded as she buried her head on his shoulder and Gus wrapped his arm around her while Jeffrey waited for her to continue,
“After I let myself in with the key you told me was under the mat I was going through a box that had stuff for her bridal shower and found a huge bag of Delirium hidden in it so then I check another box and found a second bag. Right after I found the second bag Eden walked out of the bathroom and that’s why we talked. She told me you couldn’t find out.” Harley said softly looking at Gus.
He closed his eyes wondering how he was supposed to not let on to Eden he knew as he tried to bring Vinnie down when he knew Salerno had put her up to it. Eden hadn’t told him that Salerno was bothering her and he knew she’d tell him if he was. He knew though that he’d better step up the investigation before Salerno tried anything. Beside him Harley was lost in her own thoughts of how to keep Eden from danger they both knew she could be in; but neither realizing how much only Harley knew that her sister in law had to keep doing what Vinnie wanted to stay alive.
Quietly Jeffery slipped out unnoticed and closed the door. When Harley looked at him, “I was trying to find the right words to tell you.” She replied softly.
“I know baby I know. Gus said as he held her close.
Across town…<br> Vinnie slammed the phone down, he had just finished talking to one of his guys he had sent to the docks to get the Delirium and now he finds out they weren't on the "Guilded Lily" and they hadn't see his contact so now he has no drugs and no girl. Brad Green told him they would be on the ship. So now he has no drugs and no girl.
“Eden you have made two wrong moves and nobody crosses me not even you.” Vinnie said softly as he began to think of where her hit would happen.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 12:56:47 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 2
Salerno’s office…<br> “Boss, it’s me, I’m sorry to bother you while you’re at dinner.” The man replied. “What?” Vinnie asked. “I’m here at the docks checking on things and your shipment is not here.” The man replied, “What do you mean not there?” Vinnie repeated, “One of your guys just told me Danny Santos was here.
“He was there?” Vinnie stated. “Yeah but didn’t you tell me your contact was picking the shipment up this time?” the man asked and if he remembered correctly his contact was a woman and quite a looker in his opinion.
“Yes she was getting them for me.” Salerno smiled at how Eden thought this was her last job for him and that after this she was done; he knew she would never be free. “Didn’t you see her?” he asked. “I saw her drive up but then got called away and when I came back she was gone, so was Santos, and so was the drugs.” the man answered. “Okay I’ll handle it.” Salerno said snapping his phone shut.
Arriving at his office he went in to his desk and made a call to Danny; after five minutes he hung up. “I’m here boss, what do you need?” Danny asked when he walked in.
“Where are they Daniel?” Vinnie asked with steel in his voice.
“What?” Danny wondered. “The drugs that came in tonight; I know you were at the docks tonight.” Salerno replied. Knowing Danny couldn’t get out of this he answered, “Yeah I went down there to see for myself that you were getting your shipment and when I did I left and went home, I just stayed lon---.” Danny stopped when anther man walked in.
“What are you doing here; you are supposed to be following Eden.” Salerno barked. “I was boss, I saw her when she had both boxes in her apartment they were with her.
“What do you mean Had?” Vinnie said quietly
“I watched when her fiancée came home. About thirty minutes later they both left to go to dinner so I went in her apartment to retrieve the shipment and make sure everything was right. I searched her place for them I did but I couldn’t find them anywhere boss!” The man said.
“What?” Salerno asked as he sat straight up.
The man continued, “I thought I had over looked them so I searched again and when I went to search the bathroom I found these.” He said holding up the two empty bags. Salerno’s eyes hardened as he saw the bags, “Apparently she flushed ‘em boss.” The man finished.
Salerno looked at Danny, “I’m sorry Daniel I had to be sure.” “Understood, do you need me?” He replied, “Not just yet, go home to your wife and son.” Danny nodded and left.
Meanwhile at Gus and Harley’s…<br> Harley walked in the kitchen and saw Gus at the table coloring with Zach. Reaching them she leaned in and kissed Zach on the top of his head as Gus watched
“What about me?” he asked. Turning Harley kissed him and he let himself get lost in their kiss even as he wrapped a hand around her neck. When he did he felt the tension of her tired muscles. Breaking the kiss he looked at her, “Let’s go to company for dinner.” He replied.
“Goody I wanna go cause I wanna see Grandpa!” Zach said smiling. “Sorry little man, not tonight, tonight is just for me and mommy.” Gus answered, “Babe you go change and I’ll call and see if Marina can watch the boys. She nodded and started walking away just as Gus headed for the phone it was then Zach burst in into tears a he repeated, “I wanna see Grandpa.” She stopped and went back to him, “You can see Grandpa another night ok but not tonight.”
Zach looked at her, “I don’t like you.” He replied as he shook his head as his crying and pleas got louder, “SEE GRANDPA NOW!!!” He wailed as he threw himself down on the floor and began to throw a fit.
“Alan Cooper Spaulding behave yourself right now!” Harley replied even as Gus walked to the other side of Zach. Seeing that he wasn’t getting anywhere with mommy or Gus he cried harder even as he kicked his feet harder.
Gus looked at Harley and even over Zach’s cries said, “Baby you go get ready I’ll handle this.” She looked at him and nodded then motioned for him to follow her; he stood and followed even with Zach’s wails of “I WANNA GO.”<br> “Do what you need to do; I really want time with you.” She replied. “You will have it hon.” Gus answered. “Get ready, I’ll deal with Zach.”
She nodded then turned as Gus headed back to the little boy who was still crying and saying “I want to go.” He crouched by Zach and watched as the temper continued. When Zach saw that it was just Gus he renewed his tries. As he continued he saw him shaking his head no so Zach jumped up and tried to run. Gus watched him run for a minute then followed him and caught him by the end of the couch
“Zach! Stop right now!” Gus remarked. “I don’t like you either.” The boy stated
When Zach saw the look on Gus face he started crying again, “Grandpa!” Walking to him, he picked Zach up, “Your coming with me.” Gus stated as he went up the stairs. Reaching the little boy’s room he closed the door then set him on the bed.
“Calm down Zach” Gus replied as he knelt and began to wipe away the tears. Once he began to calm down Gus replied, “You are in a time out once I leave this room. Now you aren’t going to see grandpa tonight, maybe next time. Right now I want you to think about how sad you made mommy and I feel when you told us you didn’t like us; and I also want you to think about when mommy or I say no we have a reason for it and we don’t say no just hurt you.” Gus stood and kissing the top of Zach’s head walked out the door.
Once he reached the family room he found Harley and Marina waiting, “Marina, Zach is in a time out for twenty minutes, after the times up he can come out.” Gus said. Marina nodded as she followed them to the door and closed it after them.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 12:57:21 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 2 Continued
Once Harley and Gus were in the car they drove to Company and went in to eat dinner. While they waited for their dinner Harley sat beside Gus and he very slowly massaged her neck muscles as her head fell back against his arm.
“Are you ok?” “Yeah I’m just stressed. That’s why I needed time with you.” She answered. He turned her face toward his then dropped a kiss on her mouth, “I love you so much.” Gus replied after he broke the kiss. Harley laid her head on his shoulder and they talked until there food arrived. After they ate they left and instead of going home Gus drove toward the beach.
Stopping the car on the beach, Gus stepped out of the car and then stepped out of his shoes. Taking a blanket out of backseat he walked around to her side and opened her door. Helping her out Gus knelt and rid Harley of her shoes and threw them in the floorboard.
Walking just a few feet from the back of his car Gus lay the blanket on the sand then helped Harley down. Sitting on his heels he watched her for a minute, “Lay on your stomach.” He asked. She nodded as she rolled over. Shrugging out of his jacket he laid it beside her then knelt and began to massage her starting at her neck. Wanting her to relax he softly said, “Just listen to the waves and the water.” She smiled turning to face him as he worked down her back.
As he worked on a certain spot he felt her tense back up. Leaning over he moved her hair and placed a kiss on her neck,
“Don’t tense up on me baby, relax into me.” He whispered as he leaned in close behind her.
Feeling that spot relax he smiled, “There you go.” He said as he worked his way up and down. Not feeling the tension in her that was once there he began to rub her back as he lay down beside her. “Is that better.” He asked. She nodded as she pulled his face to her and kissed him hard. He felt when her kiss changed and deepened. Wrapping his arms around her they both began to rid the other of their clothes. The both realized their desire was at a slow burn and enjoyed this time they had together with each kiss, touch and look they shared.
While Gus watched her he had the most over powering sense of love for her come over him, “Do you know how much I love you beautiful?” She smiled, “I can’t describe it Harley but to know your mine, I can’t believe it sometimes.” He took the hand with her engagement ring and linked fingers and kissed the ring finger of that hand before claiming her mouth with his own and loosing himself in their kiss as their desire took over.
As the both waited for their hearts to settle and pulses to quit racing Harley stroked his face gently as they looked at the stars, “I needed this time with you.” Harley replied. “I know, I could tell when I felt the tension in your neck.” He answered.
“Thank you for taking care of me.” Harley remarked. He looked at her, “That’s what I’m here for sweetheart.”<br> “Do you think Zach’s okay?” she wondered. “He’s probably still a little mad at us but he’s five he’ll be okay.” Gus answered. “It hurt when he said he didn’t like me.” She said. “Me either.” He said as he rubbed her arm. “The stars are gorgeous Gus.” Harley said smiling at him. “Yeah they are.” He remarked hugging her closer.
They stayed where they were for a little while longer enjoying the stars and being with each other. Once they were both dressed they got in the car. When Gus slid behind the wheel Harley slid over to sit beside him; when she was next to him he looked at her and caressed her face then putting his arm over her shoulders after he started the car she rested her hand on his thigh they drove home.
When Gus and Harley walked in and hung their coats up they saw Marina sitting on the couch and Zach in his pajamas asleep beside her.
“What’s he doing down here asleep?” Harley asked her niece.
“Well he wanted to wait up for the two of you for some reason so I told him he could wait down here with me but he had to lay down. Within a half hour he was asleep.” Marina finished.
“What about Jude?” Gus asked. “He’s been asleep for awhile.” Gus nodded as Marina stood up. “Thanks for watching the boys.” Harley remarked. She nodded, “Anytime.” Picking her stuff she hugged them both then left.
Gus went over to Zach and gently picked him up. As he did Zach woke up enough to see that Gus was holding him and mommy was beside him. Seeing the little boy was waking up, he softly said, “Go back to sleep little man.”
“I’m sorry.” Zach mumbled as he snuggled in Gus’s chest and went back to sleep. They both smiled at each other as they heard the little boy’s words. Gus turned with Zach sleeping on his shoulder and headed toward the steps. They walked hand in hand up the stairs.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 12:59:31 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 3
Later that afternoon Harley had been cleaning up the earlier lunch dishes even as she thought about Gus. She noticed he’d been quiet all morning so she knew he had something on his mind. When he had hugged her this morning and just held on with her in his arms, she knew he needed the only kind of reassurance she could give him. So, she’d just stood with him in the quiet of the kitchen and they held each other. As she wiped off the table Harley wasn’t quite sure what was bothering Gus but she had a pretty good idea.
After finishing in the kitchen she started to head upstairs to check on her guys and too see if Gus needed any help getting the boys settled for their naps. When she reached the family room that’s when she saw him sitting sideways on the steps with his back against the wall staring into space.
She sat on the step below him leaning back on the rail. Taking his hand in hers she didn’t say anything for a few minutes as they sat there in silence and she watched him. He finally focused on her and let out a sigh as he squeezed her hand.
“Go see her honey, the boys and I will be okay for the day.”
“Who?” Gus wondered.
“Eden, I know you’re thinking about her.” Harley stated. “Sweetie, she gets married in a week go spend some brother / sister time together.” Pulling her hand up to his cheek Gus held it there to feel the warmth of her touch. “You both are trying to fix your relationship that was broken because of me so I think she’ll love spending quality time with her big brother.” She replied.
He leaned his forehead against hers; still holding her hand in place. “You didn’t do anything except be the woman I fell in love with.” Gus answered as he softly kissed her. Not saying a word when they broke the kiss Harley placed a finger across his lips
“Go spend time with your sister baby, I’ll be here when you get back, I’ll always be here for you. I know you are nervous but you and Eden need this time without me or Bill.”
“You are amazing.” Gus replied as Harley sat up so he could stand. “Let me go call Bill and see if he will make sure she doesn’t leave.” Gus picked up the phone and dialed Bill’s number.
“Hello.” Bill answered.
“Hey Bill, its Gus.” “He----.” Bill started to say Gus’s name but he interrupted him, “Don’t let Eden know it's me, I want to surprise her.”<br> “Yeah what’s going on?” Bill wondered. “I want to take her out to dinner at Towers just the two of us but I don’t know if she will.” Gus replied.
“Not to worry.” Bill stated. “I’ll suggest that she and I go out to dinner and while she’s getting ready you can get over here.”<br> “Thanks I’ll be over in a little bit. He answered as both men hung up.
From over by the door, Harley saw him smile. “Is Bill going to help you out?” she asked. Turning Gus went to her and stroked her cheek lovingly. “I wish you were coming with me.” “Maybe next time sweetheart all four of us can go out to dinner together but tonight is just for you and Eden.” Harley said quietly as she kissed him.
“I’ll be down in a little bit.” He said as he gave her another kiss and then disappeared upstairs. Turning Harley went back to the family room to clean up while the boys took there naps and she could do it without them under her feet.
Sometime later, Gus came back downstairs dressed in his suit but holding his tie.
“Honey!!!” He called when he saw her on the couch and walked in front of her with a pained expression on his face. Smiling and giggling she followed him to the mirror. Standing behind him she tied his tie for him. Once the tie was in place Gus turned around for Harley to straighten it. After making sure the tie was smooth under his shirt collar and straight they just stood watching each other for a minute
“What would I ever do without you?” he wondered as he linked their fingers together.
Wanting to see him smile she answered, “You wouldn’t be able to tie your tie and you’d be wearing those clip on ties.” He chuckled as they walked to the door.
“What about you and the boys?” Gus asked worried. “Honey we’ll be fine, I’ll order us a pizza. You and Eden just have a good time okay.” She replied then hugged him. Putting her arms around him she felt the gun holster he was wearing and Gus knew she did when she looked at him.
“I’ll be her bodyguard tonight.” He remarked. Harley nodded, “Tell Eden I said as her maid of honor she is supposed to have a good time with her big brother tonight.”
He nodded, “I’ll see you when I get home.” Then leaned in to kiss her and leave her with a kiss that would get them both through the evening until he could hold her again.
“Take a deep breath honey.” She replied after they broke and watched him as he took several breaths to calm his nerves then walk to his car and drive away; she closed the door.
Eden’s
Bill answered the door when it rang and let Gus in. “Hey come on in.” “Hey Bill thanks, does she realize you’re not going anywhere yet?” Gus asked.
“Bill shook his head and smiled, “Nope, when I made the suggestion she was all for it so she picked out a dress then went to the bathroom to shower and get ready and I haven’t seen her; I think she assumes I’m getting ready out here.” He remarked.
“Bill, I’ll be ready in just a minute.” Eden comment through the bathroom door. “Okay sweetie.”<br> A minute later, Eden walked through the bathroom door stunned to see “Nicky” there beside Bill who was still where jeans and a shirt.
“Nicky what are you doing here?” Eden asked. “I’m here to take my sister out to dinner.” Gus answered her smiling. “But Bill and---.” She started to say but Bill stopped her, “Gus wanted to take you out tonight.”<br> Gus went to her even as he said, “I asked Bill for help tonight because I didn’t know if you’d go for the idea if I asked.” He replied. “So Harley’s probably waiting for us right?” Eden questioned. “<br> “No Harley sweetie, she’s with the boys.” Gus stated as he went to her, “It’s just me tonight; I thought we could just spend some time tonight before I gave you away to that guy there.” He said waving a hand in Bill’s direction.
Eden nodded as he kissed her cheek then turned and walked her to the door. After kissing Bill they left and he closed the door. In the hallway Eden looked at Gus, “She’s my bodyguard.” “I know sweetie but I meant what I said I wanted us to have dinner together tonight so tonight your big brother is here.” She smiled as they left the building and headed to Towers.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 12:59:59 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 3 Continued
Towers
After Gus and Eden sat at there table Gus took her hand and said, “Harley told me to give you a message though.” Gus remarked,
“What?”<br> “Tell Eden I said as her maid of honor she is supposed to have a good time with her big brother tonight.” He said as he passed on Harley’s message. She laughed “I think I can do that.” Eden replied smiling.
Gus and Eden talked while they ate. They talked about Joe and Angela and the different things they did when they were kids or they also talked about mom and dad and how much they loved them and how much they each meant to each other.
After dinner, Gus asked Eden to dance and taking her by the hand led her to the dance floor. Pulling her in his arms he began to dance with her. As Gus danced he realized just how much he loved her even though everything they’ve been through. When they had ordered dessert and started to eat Gus talked about Harley after Eden had begun to ask him questions. While Eden was sitting there she stopped and watched Gus as he ate dessert.
“Eden what is it.” Gus asked. “Nothing I was just watching you talk about Harley. “I’ll never forget the look on your face when I first came to town and you asked me, “What does that mean that I can’t love somebody? Do you remember?”
“Yeah I remember?” he answered quietly watching her.
“I now understand what you wanted and what you have with Harley, Nicky, because I have it with Bill. I was just scared you’d leave me again because of her and I didn’t and still don’t think I can handle it if you left.” She replied.
“Eden honey, I’ve always loved you, you’re my sister and even with Harley and the boys in my life my love for you has never stopped. I’ll always be here for you when you need me. Gus answered.
“Why did you want to take me out?”
“Because it was like I said at your apartment, you are getting married in a week and I wanted time with you before I gave you away to another man who would take care of you instead of me.” He replied.
“Does Harley know about tonight?” Eden wondered.
“She knew I was thinking about you today so she suggested you and I go out tonight.” He answered.
Eden looked at him surprised, “She did?” Gus nodded, “She knows how much it has meant to me that we are working on getting back the relationship we had.” He answered quietly.
“I’m sorry Nicky. I didn’t understand.” Eden said softly.
“I know you are, hey that’s why we’re trying to rebuild what we had isn’t it?” he questioned. She nodded.
Later, as they stood in front of Eden’s door. “This was nice Nicky thank you.” She said as her brother walked her to her door after he’d driven her home from their dinner and walk.
“I enjoyed it too honey.” He replied. “Oh and thank you for being my bodyguard tonight.” She answered lifting his jacket to see his holster. He kissed her cheek and watched her go in before he turned and left.
Harley’s and Gus’s
“Babe I’m home.” Gus said as he walked in and saw her on the couch.
“Hey Sweetie, how’d it go?”
“It’s a start.” He said sitting next to her, “thank you.” He whispered. She smiled. Gus laid his hand in hers, “You remember right after Marina was kidnapped and almost killed and I was going to haul her in then l told Eden I wanted her out of my life unless she told Phillip so you could get Zach back?” Harley nodded then he repeated their conversation, “she understands now what you mean to me and that you were my life then and still are.” Gus remarked.
“Maybe after all this wedding craziness the four of us can go out to dinner.” Harley stated. He looked at her, “You’d do that?” he wondered. She nodded as he pulled her off the couch and took her by the hand and they went upstairs.
Once upstairs and in their room, Gus pulled her to him hard and taking her face in both his hands he plundered her mouth as they sank in the kiss.
“I love you so much.” He replied.
Harley saw that he was still wearing his holster over his shirt and she walked up behind him. Feeling her hands at his shoulders he stood still as she slid his holster down and off his arms then he leaned back against her for a minute before they separated to change for bed. After Harley had settled in his arms and rested her head on his shoulder, she wrapped her arms around him
“I love you too Gus.”
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 13:01:15 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 4
Gus and Harley’s
Gus answered the door when it rang. Seeing Eden he leaned in and kissed her cheek.
“Is Harley ready yet?” she asked.
“Almost.” he replied turning and called upstairs. “Babe, Eden’s here!”<br> “I’m coming, I’m coming.” She said as she began to walk down the stairs.
“Zach come give me a kiss baby.” Harley asked as she knelt as he came running and kissed her. “Sweetie, Jude’s still napping, make sure he eats ok?” Harley asked looking at Gus.
“Honey the boys and I will be fine, I think I can handle it.” He said laughing as he smiled.
“Let’s go.” Eden said taking Harley by the arm and propelling her out the door without giving her time to kiss Gus.
“Whoa Eden you aren’t leaving until I give my girl a kiss.” Gus replied as he stood by the door.
Harley walked to him as he moved away. When he stopped he wrapped himself around her as he kissed her, “Try and calm her down will you.” He asked when the kiss was broken. Before she could answer he continued, “You know you’re going to look amazing in your dress.”<br> “This is the last fitting for the dresses Harley, you know that.” Eden said from the doorway. “I’m coming.” She said giving Gus one more quick kiss before following Eden out even as Gus smiled and closed the door behind them.
“Okay little man.” Gus replied as he walked in the kitchen, “Since mommy’s with Eden today we are going to have some guy time, just you me and when your brother wakes up; him too. You go pick out a video you wanna see while I go check on Jude alright?”
Zach nodded and ran to the family room while Gus went upstairs. Reaching the boys’ room he stepped in and saw that Jude was still asleep so he walked over and kissed his cheek then made sure the cover was pulled up then walked out closing the door a little before going back down to the family room.
When he got to the door Zach was standing there holding a video that Gus took and seeing what it was smiled before slipping it in the VCR. Once the tape was in Gus went over and sat on the couch and pulled Zach up beside him and they watched the movie.
Halfway through the movie Gus heard someone call his name, “Gus?” Jude said standing at the door. Turning and seeing the little boy he smiled and stood and went to him. Crouching down, “Hey Buddy, did you have a good nap?”<br> Jude nodded as he held Gus’s hand. “Are you hungry?” Gus asked. Again Jude nodded, “Let’s get you something to eat.” He said as he stood and keeping the little hand in his they walked to the kitchen.
After Jude had something to eat; he and Gus went to watch the movie with Zach.
Bridal Shop
“Eden calm down.” Harley stated as she stood looking at Eden standing there in her wedding dress. “These are just last minute adjustments.”
When the seamstress who was sitting on the floor checking the length looked up and saw Harley nod she excused herself saying she had to get more pins then disappeared to give the nervous bride time to calm down.
“Eden what’s the matter? Harley wondered as she walked toward her.
“What will Nicky think?” she asked.
“Oh Eden, is this what your nerves are about?”
She nodded as she looked at her soon to be sister –in –law. “Gus will think you are beautiful.” She stated.
“He will?” Eden asked. Harley nodded, “He has hard time thinking about him not being the only man in your life. He’ll have a hard time letting you go to the other man in your life that will take care of you now instead of him; He loves you, you know that.” Eden looked at her surprised by what she’d heard.
A few minutes later the seamstress came back and finished with Eden as Harley changed into her dress. Seeing her in the baby blue off shoulder dress, that hugged her body and swirled at the bottom. Eden replied “Gus will love you in that dress.” Harley smiled as the seamstress finished and she stepped down to go change.
Once both ladies were finished at the bridal shop they decided to go have lunch and talk.
As they ate Harley noticed that Eden was quiet, “Eden what is it?
“I want to get something special for Gus, could we go shopping while we’re out?” Eden wondered.
“Sure! What do you have in mind?” Harley asked.
“I don’t know yet, I’ll know it when I see it.” Eden said as they continued to eat then went window shopping to see if Eden could find the perfect gift for her brother.
As they were leaving the gift shop Eden looked up and to the left after she felt the hair stand up on her neck. She froze as she stared. When she didn’t move Harley saw that Eden was frozen in her spot. Following Eden’s gaze Harley looked right into the eyes of Vinnie Salerno.
“Harley?”<br> “I’m right here, lets go.” She said as they walked away
Gus and Harley’s
“Eden why don’t you stay for dinner and that way you can spend time with Gus.” Harley suggested.
“I’d like that, will you hold on to Nicky’s gift?”
Harley nodded as they walked in the house. “Hey baby!” Gus said jumping up to kiss Harley when she walked in.
After he kissed her he leaned in and hugged Eden. “Did the last minute adjustments get taken care of?” he asked. His sister nodded as she grinned.
“Sweetie, Eden is going to stay for dinner.” Harley stated. She saw the surprise in his eyes.
“Mommy we had guys’ day.” Zach said jumping up and down. “You did? I bet that was fun.” He nodded as he noticed Eden. Harley saw that she staring at Zach.
“Who are you?” Zach wondered.
“Come here little man.” Gus requested as he watched both Harley and Eden’s faces. The little boy ran to him as he scooped him up and went to his sister.
“Zach this is Eden? She’s my sister. Eden sweetie this is Zach and that over there playing with the trucks is Jude.” Gus said as he pointed to Jude.”
Harley saw tears in her eyes even as the little boy stuck his hand out and she took it when he said “Hi Eden.” Both Gus and Harley smiled as they watched Zach then Eden looked over at Harley and turned walking out the door.
“Here I’ll go.” Gus replied. “No Gus I’ll go, we’ll be back.” Harley stated as she left closing the door behind her.
When she closed the door she saw Eden sitting on the bench looking at the ground. “I’m sorry Harley.” She replied with tears in her voice. “I thought I was loosing Nicky.”<br> “I know you did.” Harley said as she knelt in front of her. “I also know you’re sorry about all I went through to get Zach back. Eden listen to me okay, I know I may not be the one you would have seen for Nicky – she started to say but she was interrupted, “He loves you and you are what he needs.” Eden whispered. Harley continued, “Your brother is happy, and he loves me and my boys like we are his own. We along with you are his family—you see that now that you are happy with Bill.”<br> “Why don’t we go back in and eat before Gus comes out.” Harley asked as they stood and went back inside. After dinner they let Gus and Jude play for a little bit before Harley chased the boys up to the bathroom for there bath.
While Harley had been upstairs with the boys Gus and Eden had been talking before Harley called down the stairs, “Gus, Zach only wants you to give them their bath.” He stood, “I’m on my way.” He called, “I’ll be down in a few minutes.” He replied then went upstairs.
Harley came back down and they talked for a while before Eden heard dive bombing noises coming from over her head.
“What is that?” she asked.
Smiling Harley said, “Come with me, I want you to see your brother.” They stood and Eden followed Harley too the bathroom and they stood where they could see Gus but he couldn’t see them. Eden stood wide-eyed watching as he knelt without a shirt and played water games with Zach and Jude as they laughed. “He loves this time with them.” Harley replied as she watched her guys. Seeing they were almost finished the ladies went to the family room to wait.
Ten minutes later, Gus came back running fingers through his wet hair. “I’ll tuck the boys in babe, you stay here.” Harley stated as she went upstairs. When Gus sat on the sofa Eden sat by him as they talked.
“You know it won’t be easy to give you to Bill you know.” He replied putting his arm around her. “I know but we’ll only be across town and beside I just got you back I’m not letting you go.” Eden answered.
Not realizing Harley had come down she walked in front of them holding a camera. “Gus, Eden get closer.” She asked. “Honey what are you doing?”<br> “Well, I figured you had a picture of you and your dad so you may like a picture of you with Eden so scoot closer. When they did she snapped a few pictures.
After a little bit Eden said she had to go so they walked with her to the door after hugging them both and whispering to Harley that she’d be back for his gift, she left. Once the door was closed Gus pulled Harley to him and kissed her, “Thank you.” He softly said when he looked at her. She smiled, “I love you.”<br>
Across Town
“I won’t let you go.” Vinnie stated quietly as he lit a cigar. “You’ll always be mine Eden always and if you think getting married will stop that you are wrong. If I can’t have you no one can.” He said as he picked up the phone
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 13:03:12 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 5
“Is this really me?” she asked as she stood silently staring in the mirror, not really believing what she is seeing. Nothing good like this has happened before and she wanted to soak in every minute of it.
The woman standing behind her smooth out her dress, “It’s really you Eden, it’s really you.”<br> “But Harley?” Eden started to say as she turned but was interrupted, “Today is your day and your brother and I want you to enjoy it.” Harley replied walking away from Eden to check herself in the mirror and make sure her dress was flowing right.
“You look beautiful, Gus will love that dress. Are you okay about entering with Billy and leaving with Gus?” the bride wondered.
“Yes I am.” “And I’m okay with Josh escorting me.” Darcy said from the doorway as she came in and shut the door.
“Eden take a deep breath okay?” Darcy asked. Both ladies watched as she took some deep breaths in order to calm her nerves. “I just can’t believe I’m marrying Bill.” She said. Harley smiled, “In ten minutes Gus will be here to walk with you.” As the ladies finished getting ready they heard a knock on the door. Darcy went to open it and turned and told them it was Billy then let him in.
“I just came to check and see how you were doing?” he asked as he went to Eden. “I’m okay.” She answered. When Billy took her hand he continued, “I also wanted to tell you, thank you?”<br> “For what?”<br> “For making my son so happy sweetheart. I know you and I didn’t get along at first, but the more I saw my boy when he was with you; the more I realized how happy he is with you.” Billy said as he kissed her cheek then winked at her and left. Seeing that Eden was about to cry Darcy smiled and said, “Okay none of that now or we’ll have to repair your make up and we don’t have time.” Eden laughed
Before anything else could be said they heard a second knock and Eden ran to hide in the bathroom as Darcy answered it. Turning she said, “It’s Gus, I’ll be outside.” Letting him in she left as he closed the door.
Turning, Harley went to where her purse was and reached in and pulled a small box out then went to Gus. Handing it to him he smiled as he leaned in and kissed her whispering, “You look amazing.” She smiled, “Tell Eden I’ll be outside if she needs me.”
“Stay with me?” Gus asked linking his fingers with hers. Harley shook her head as she stroked his cheek then put a hand over his heart. With one last kiss she left.
“Eden, it’s me, it’s time.” Gus said as he watched the bathroom door. Slowly she opened the door and walked out and stood in front of him. When Gus saw her he just stared for a minute, “Little sister you are beautiful, absolutely beautiful.”
Eden smiled as she watched her brother walk to her seeing in his eyes the answer she wanted.
“I have something for you?” Gus said as he laid the box in her hand then continued, “I knew I had some of mama’s things with me so Harley helped me look for these, Dad gave these to her and I thought you might want something of mama’s today.” He replied as she opened the box and saw the most beautiful crystal clear heart shaped earrings. “Oh Nicky.” She breathed. Turning to the mirror she placed them at her ears.
As they started for the door Gus stopped as Eden continued until she realized he wasn’t beside her and turned to face him
“I still love you.” He said with tears in his eyes and his voice. Not caring about her dress she ran to him and hugged him tight while he held her. Looking at her he smiled, “Bill’s waiting.” And together they walked to the hall. Just as they came out they saw Frank talking to the ladies as he took Harley’s purse with him and went to hind his seat.
While they lined up to enter with Harley escorted by Billy then Darcy escorted by Josh and Gus with Eden he whispered to Harley as she walked by, “I love you.” “And I you.” She whispered before the doors opened for them to walk down the aisle.
Once the Wedding march began the doors opened and Gus walked Eden down the aisle toward Bill the other man in her life that would take care of her now. He smiled when he saw her and Gus placed his sister's hand in Bill's. As Gus stood watching them he heard the minister ask
“Who gives this woman to this man?”<br> “I do.” Gus answered as he kissed her cheek then went and stood between Josh and Billy.
Throughout the ceremony Gus watched Harley as they both thought about their own wedding and smiled.
Bill and Eden unaware that these were there last happy moments together didn’t see when Vinnie Salerno slipped in the back and sat down and watched. At the end of the ceremony as the minister was announcing them husband and wife Vinnie slipped out having never been seen. Everyone watched as Bill and Eden turned to leave and Billy stepped to her other side so she could walk between her husband and father–in-law followed by Gus and Harley then Josh and Darcy.
Everyone watched Bill and Eden as they started toward the door of the church with Gus and Harley close behind. Not seeing the man hidden in the trees nearby Salerno raised his gun and as the happy couple stepped outside a shot was fired that hit her in the chest and Bill caught Eden as she went down. When Gus heard the shot he buried Harley beneath him before they both heard
“Omigod Eden NO!!!” coming from Bill.
When they reached them both Gus and Harley knelt around Eden as Bill held her and they saw the blood bloom across the dress and Gus tried to stop it. While he did Harley looked up just in time to see Salerno drive away. Frank kept the crowd back and called for an ambulance while Billy went and knelt by them. Looking back at Eden she saw that she was trying to talk to Bill
“I love you Bill, I always will. Even being your wife for just a little bit made me the happiest I’ve ever been. You’ll always be with me always.”
“I’m not letting you go.” Bill whispered. Eden called for Harley while Gus still tried to stop the blood.
Moving in between Eden and Gus where she could see her Harley touched her shoulder
“I’m here.” Harley answered as Eden’s gaze found her. “Take Care of Nicky please? You and the boys are all he has now. He loves you so much. Promise me you’ll be there and take care of him?”<br> “I promise Eden. Harley whispered as Eden motioned her closer, “Do you still have it?” Eden asked. Harley looked at her with tears. “Give it to him for me— when you think he’s ready and fix the way I was going to.” She pleaded.
“I will.”
Eden looked at Gus as Harley moved behind him and laid her hands on his shoulders.
“Stop Nicky.” She whispered.
“I gotta stop this blood!” he stated even though he knew he couldn't he kept trying as he fought back tears.
“Nicky, look at me please?” When he did she said, “Its too late, it’s over.” Gus leaned in to hold her other side while Bill held her so that she would see the faces of the two most important men to her. Harley was behind Gus.
“I just got you back I can’t loose you again!” he said in a voice thick with tears. “You will always have me Nicky.” She said softly as pain wracked her body. “But----.” Gus started to say but he saw Eden look over his shoulder
Leaning down Harley stroked his cheek as she whispered in his ear, “Listen to her baby.” She said then knelt beside him and kept a hand on his shoulder
“Be happy with Harley, love her and have a good life. You love her very much and promise me Nicky that you and Harley will get married.” Leaning over her again he nodded and whispered, “I love you Eden and you’ll be with me everyday.” Gus said as he kissed her even with tears brimming his eyes as he desperately tried not to cry. He grabbed Harley’s hand and held on.
“I’ll take care of him Eden.” Harley answered. She smiled, “I love you Nicky always.” She replied then turned to Bill.
“I’m here honey.” He said as tears streaked down his face as Billy knelt by him.
“I love you.” She said and with one more look at Bill and Gus she slipped away.
Hearing silence behind them Harley looked up and saw the group of people with tears in their eyes as they watched Eden August Lewis say her final goodbyes. Harley’s eyes locked with Frank's as he stood holding Darcy; when she nodded he held Darcy tighter as she cried. After a moment he stepped away and went to his sister.
Crouching Frank quietly said, “The paramedics just got here; I filled them in on what happened and they are ready to move her.” As he stood Frank placed a hand on Gus’s shoulder then backed away.
Slowly taking Bill’s hand he looked at her as she repeated what Frank had told him. When he whispered, “okay.” She felt Gus squeeze her hand tighter.
They watched as the paramedics put her on a gurney then in the ambulance. As the doors closed Gus stared as it drove out of sight. With Gus staring into space Harley said, “I’ll be right back.” Then stood and went to Frank
“Would you see if Daddy could take the boys tonight and tell him I’ll call when we get home?” she asked. He nodded as Darcy leaned into him. She turned and went back to Gus.
Kneeling by him she laid a hand on his cheek. When she did he pulled her to him hard and wrapped his arms around her and held her. Putting her arms around him they continued to kneel where they were as he laid his head on her shoulder.
As the crowd walked away Frank started toward her but she held up her hand to stop him, he stopped as Darcy came up to him and they watched Gus and Harley where they were. Gus was holding on to her as one silent tear ran down his cheek and Harley held him closer.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 13:04:25 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 6
Harley pulled in the driveway then turned off the car before she looked at Gus. He was leaning back with his head against the seat and eyes closed. She could see he was in shock. Reaching over she rested a hand on his thigh
“We’re home sweetheart.” She said softly.
When he opened his eyes he looked at her and she saw the tears he was desperately holding back. Slowly getting out of the car he went around at the front and waited for her; together they walked in the house. Taking his hand she led him up to their room. “The boys?” he asked softly as they walked down the hall. Once in their room she led him to the bed and pushed him to sit down, “the boys are with daddy.” She answered as she crouched in front of him.
Gus reached out to touch her face but when he saw his fingers he pulled them back.
“Gus?”
Watching him she saw as he held up his hands. “Her blood.” He whispered. “I know honey.” Harley answered as she laid her hands over his. Looking down at their hands he saw the traces of blood on his shirt from where he’d leaned over Eden. He didn’t want it to touch Harley so he began to pull his hands back seeing his hands in hers but she tightened her hands over his when he tried to move them away. “I have to get this off my hands and this shirt off me.” Gus replied as he stood.
Harley nodded standing with him and began to rid him of his tuxedo jacket and shirt. “Tell you what, while you take a shower I’ll go fix us some sandwiches and bring them up here.” Harley said.
I’m not hungry.”
“It’s ok if you’re not but at least try.” She asked as she turned and walked to the door. When she reached the door his voice stopped her, “I love you.” “I love you too honey.” She replied as he went into the bathroom and closed the door. Then she went to the kitchen.
In the kitchen she began to make sandwiches for both of them but it wasn’t easy when tears flooded her eyes as she cried for Eden and for the heartbreak Gus was going through. When the phone rang she wiped away tears as she answered it.
“Hello.”
“Harley? It’s Billy.” He replied. “Hey Billy, how’s Bill?” She wondered. “He’s still like he was and he wants to be alone.” He replied then continued, “I wanted to call and check on Gus, how is he?” Taking a deep breath and letting it out she answered, “He’s in shock right now.” “Do you need anything?” Harley thought a minute, “Actually could you call my dad and let him know you talked to me and let him know I’ll call him later.” She asked. After telling her he would they talked for a minute then hung up.
Once she hung up she finished the sandwiches and put Gus’s in a container in case he didn’t wanted it she got drinks then headed back to Gus.
Walking in the bedroom she saw Gus sitting on the bed wearing his track pants and a sweat shirt. Setting the sandwich in his hands she quietly said, “Sweetie try to eat a little please.” He began to nibble as he watched her every move as she changed into comfortable clothes. When she began to eat her dinner Gus put his up and lay it on the table.
“Harley?” he whispered
“Right here baby.”
“Did who I think put the hit out, Did Salerno kill Eden?” He asked. Tears came to her eyes as she answered, “I saw Vinnie drive away.” She watched as Gus closed his eyes and two tears rolled down his cheeks. She waited for the torrent of emotions to come from him but they hadn’t yet. When he looked at her she saw that there were no tears in his eyes any longer but she still saw the pain there. Not sure when he’d let himself go to his emotions and grieve but all she knew was that she’d be there when he did. They sat in silence while Harley finished. Standing she went to him and was about to get on the bed when he shivered
“Are you cold?” he nodded.
Grabbing the blanket off the chair Harley climbed on the bed behind him and wrapped the blanket around them both. Wrapping her arms around him she was hoping that her body heat and the blanket would warm him. Feeling her arms around him Gus leaned back against her as she held him and he realized for the first time that day he had felt safe.
“Talk to me honey please?” he asked. “I want to hear your voice.” She held him tighter as she began to tell him that Billy had called to check on him she also talked about nothing that was of major importance, just so he could hear her voice, when she finished talking she ended it with “I love you.”<br> Raising his head, Gus began to place kisses along her jaw. Before she realized what was happening she was lying against the pillows and he was riding them both of their clothes.
“I need you.”
“I’m here with you.” She replied as he plundered her mouth. Harley wasn’t sure if Gus would want to make love tonight but tonight she was his. She followed his lead as he loved her with gentle kisses and caresses. He looked down into her eyes as she felt the change in him as she sensed he wanted to punish even as his kisses became more demanding and sometimes almost brutal yet still with gentleness. Harley could tell that even as he ravaged to punish the desire took over for both of them.
As they lay there letting there pulses settle Gus propped himself up on and elbow and looked at her.
“Did I hurt you?” he asked quietly. “No.” “I’d never forgive myself if I ever hurt you.” He answered getting up and putting his pajama pants back on and going to stand by the window; leaning his head against the glass. “Sweetie, you didn’t I promise.”
“I keep seeing her fall babe and to know that Vinnie killed her, he’ll pay for what he did to my sister.” He said with coldness that even she felt.
“Honey, listen to me, I don’t know everything your feeling but know that I’m here for you and I will always be here.” When he didn’t answer her she just watched him for a while. She could see the sadness in his face but she also saw determination.
After watching in silence for a while she saw the exhaustion even more in his face now so she quietly got up and went to him.
“Gus, you are exhausted why don’t you lie back down and see if you can sleep.”
“I don’t think I can.” He stated. “You need to try.” Harley replied as she took him by the hand and led him to his side. Pulling the covers back she pushed him to lay down then covered him up.
“Stay with me?” he asked
“I will after I call and check on the boys.” “Call from here please?” Seeing his face she gave in and went around and crawled in beside him.
“Try to sleep sweetheart.” She replied leaning in and softly kissing him.
He took her hand and watched as she dialed her dad, “Daddy it’s me.”
“Hey Baby, how’s Gus?” Buzz asked. “In shock.” Harley replied watching Gus. “Are the boys ok?” As Buzz readjusted the phone he answered, “Yeah their just about to take their baths.” Gus continued to watch her as she talked to Zach. Before she let Zach go she replied say night to Gus sweetie.” Then handed him the phone
“Hey little man.” Gus said. “You have a good night and mommy and I’ll see you later okay? I love you too.” He handed her the phone as he held her hand tighter.
“Dad hold on a minute.” She replied as she put the phone down and turned to Gus, “Babe, let me finish with dad downstairs.”
“Stay.”<br> Picking the phone she began talking to Buzz again even as she ran her hand over his hair and watched him close his eyes.
“How’s he holding up?” Buzz wondered. “Shock now, I’m staying close even though I’m not sure what he needs me to do right now.”<br> “Well I’ll keep the boys as long as you need me too sweetie.” “Thanks Daddy, oh did Billy call you?” Harley wondered as she saw Gus frown. Slipping her hand from his she stroked his cheek until the frown went away. “Yeah he did.” Buzz responded. “Good, I’m going to go dad I love you.”
“I love you too, call me if you need anything and tell Gus I’m sorry.” Her dad said before they hung up.
When Harley scooted toward Gus in bed he opened his eyes and reached for her. After settling on her shoulder he whispered, “I love you.” She ran her fingers over his hair and when she felt his breath even out she quit rubbing his arm but she continued to watch over him a little longer before she closed her eyes.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 13:06:01 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 7
“Why am I sitting here at Company when I just buried my sister this afternoon as in two hours ago?” He wondered to himself as he took a sip of his coffee, “I need to find out why Salerno killed her.” Gus was pulled from his thoughts when a hand touched his shoulder. Looking up he saw Phillip standing there.
“Gus, my condolences.”
“Thank you.” He said softly as he searched the room trying to find Harley. When he did he took a deep breath. Phillip was watching the crowd when he said, “If Eden hadn’t been here Marina wouldn’t have almost been killed and neither would Harley.” Not seeing the look on his face Gus took off toward the door. Passing by Harley she saw his face
“Gus?”<br> “I need air.” He replied unsteadily then walked out.
Following, where Gus’s gaze had been she saw that he’d been with Phillip, but not sure what he might of said to Gus she went outside.
Going to him she quietly stood behind him knowing he needed a break but letting him know she was there. He’d known she was there, he could sense when she was near even when no words were spoken between them.
Gus moved a hand behind his back reaching for her. Slowly moving toward him she laid her hand in his and the other hand on the back of his neck. They stayed like that for several quiet minutes as Gus gathered strength from her nearness. “What’d Phillip say to you?” she wondered.
“Nothing really, between him saying that and everyone coming up to me; I need to get out of here.” “Okay let me get Zach and our things--.” she started to say but he stopped her. “No don’t I need time alone right now.” He replied.
Harley nodded beginning to worry about him, “I can get Frank to drive me home.” “Are you sure?” Gus asked turning to face her. “Yes.” Brushing the hair off her cheek he kissed her, “Thank you, don’t wait up.” He said as he began to walk away. Harley stood watching as he walked away and saw when he stopped turning to look back at her
When his voice reached her she heard, “Coop, I love you.” “I love you too Aitoro.” She remarked as she watched him disappear then turned and went back inside.
Once inside, Harley went and found Frank to see if he could take her home when she was ready. After he agreed she went over to Phillip.
“What did you say to Gus before he walked out of here?” she demanded in a whispered.
“What do you mean?”<br> “I mean he was talking to you then I saw a look come over his face, so what’d you say?” She asked again.
“I was talking to him about Eden --.” Phillip started to say then thought back to what he’d said. His eyes got huge as he looked at her, “Harley I said something about if Eden hadn’t been here neither you or Marina would have almost gotten killed.”<br> “I think I screwed up Harley.”<br> Before she answered she thought about what Gus must’ve been thinking then without realizing it she slapped him
“You think you screwed up, you did! Gus has always blamed himself for Eden almost getting us killed and you had to remind him, Phillip he said goodbye and buried her today!
“Where is he, outside?” Phillip wondered. “No he left.” Harley answered then walked away.
Cemetery
Gus was walking toward Eden’s grave when he saw someone standing there. As he got closer he realized it was Danny. He stopped and watched the stars come out before he opened the gate. Hearing the gate as it opened Danny turned and saw Gus standing there.
“Hey Danny.”<br> “Gus, hey I’m sorry about Eden.” Danny replied
“Thanks.” Gus answered as he stared at her grave. “I’ll go and let you have some time.” Danny said walking away.
“Danny wait?” Gus asked.
When Danny turned Gus mentioned him over to the bench.
Sitting down Gus looked at Danny, “Was her hit because she flushed the drugs?” he wondered.
“No, not really. He was upset sure but he was doing what he could to get a new shipment. It was something else but I didn’t know what. I did notice occasionally he’d say something about taking care of Eden but when I thought he’d tell me he wanted me to take care of it; he never did. I started watching him closely over the last weeks every time he talked about her and it got to the point where Eden was personal.”<br> Gus took a deep breath while Danny continued, “I told O’Neil how strange Vinnie was acting and he said for me to keep doing what I was doing with Vinnie and he’d take care of Eden. As far as whatever else he did to watch Eden you’ll have to ask O’Neill.” Danny replied.
“So the hit was personal to Salerno.” Gus stated. “Then that only meant one thing, he didn’t like the fact she was getting married.” Danny answered.
Gus thought about Harley and how O’Neil had made her Eden’s bodyguard. “So Salerno must have seen her sometime before the wedding.” Gus whispered. Danny nodded, “That would be my guess.”<br> Danny stood, “I’m going to go, I’m sorry Gus.” he nodded his thanks and watched Danny walk away. Gus dropped his head in his hands in exhaustion as he sat facing his sister’s grave.
Back at Company…<br> Harley made her way to the front and got everyone’s attention
“Excuse me everyone.” She called.
When they all looked at her she said, “Gus wanted me to thank you for coming. It meant a lot to him to see so many at her funeral today and it means a lot to me that you were there to support Gus as well as be there for Bill in their loss. So on Gus’s behalf thank you.” Harley finished.
She the rounds one more time to tell everyone goodnight while Frank was upstairs getting Zach and Jude as well as their things ready to go. Everyone that she spoke with told her if they needed anything to let them know. She nodded as she made her way to the counter where her father and Darcy were.
“Sweetie, I’ve fixed some food for Gus if and when he’s hungry okay.” Buzz said. “Thanks Daddy.” Harley said taking food from him as Frank came downstairs carrying Zach.
“Darcy, I know you were Eden’s friend so if Gus and I can do anything let us know.”
Darcy nodded as tears came to her eyes. Frank kissed her; I’ll be back in a few minutes okay. She smiled “I’ll be fine here with Buzz until you get back.”<br>
Gus and Harley’s
Gus looked at his watch and saw that it was after midnight then quietly let himself in the house. After closing the door he pulled his tie off then headed upstairs.
He looked in on the boys as he passed their room. Peeking in he saw that Jude had the covers kicked to the foot of the bed. Going to him Gus gently covered him back up then kissed his baby soft cheek, “I love you Jude.” He whispered. Walking to Zach he made sure he was covered then kissed his cheek, “I love you too.”
Walking back to the door Gus stood there and watched them sleep for a few minutes then turned closing the door a little he headed to Harley.
Reaching their room he opened the door quietly and went in. As quietly as he could he changed into his pajama pants then went to the bathroom. Turning the light off as he opened the door so he wouldn’t wake Harley he walked to his side of the bed and just watched her for a minute. Then he climbed in beside her.
Harley woke as she felt when the bed dipped beneath his weight as he climbed in beside her.
“Gus?” she asked rolling over to her back.
He looked at her, “Sorry go back to sleep.” He replied.
She put a hand on his arm and he stopped but he moved away. He sat still for a minute and she didn’t move. After a minute he leaned toward her and gave her a soft kiss goodnight as he pulled her toward him.
She realized in that moment that his hold was loose instead of tight like he normally holds her. Also, his eyes looked different almost a distant look and she realized he was beginning to pull away from her.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 13:07:55 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 8
Looking at the clock the next morning, Harley saw that it was 7:00. She looked at the man lying on his back beside her and saw that even in sleep the sadness showed. Very gently she began to stroke his cheek so that he felt her touch. After a few minutes she tried to roll and get off the bed but the tightening around her waist stopped her as she heard him sleepily ask
“Harley?”
Rolling to face him, “I’m here; you’re alright go back to sleep sweetheart.” She said kissing his cheek then he closed his eyes again and she caressed his shoulder until she heard his breathing even out in sleep once again. When his hold loosened on her she got out of bed and covered him to keep him warm. Then she went to the bathroom to take a shower.
Thirty minutes later, she came back in the room and changed glad to see that her shower hadn’t woken Gus up. Once she was dressed she took one last look at him hoping he’d sleep and left the room. Checking on the boys she saw they were awake so she helped them get dressed.
As she helped them, Zach asked her if he could wake Gus up. She shook her head as she sat back on her heels, “No, sweetie not today okay; you and your brother have to play quietly and let Gus sleep.”
“Why mommy?” Zach wondered. “Because Gus has had a really rough few days and he needs to sleep so you need to play quietly for awhile and not wake him up, now come on lets go get breakfast.” She replied as she picked Jude up and they went downstairs.
In the kitchen, she fixed coffee and a bagel for herself and cereal for the boys and as they ate she let her thoughts wonder to Gus; she thought about that distant look on his face after they’d gotten home and realized he slowly started pulling away from her then she just didn’t realize it.
After breakfast, once the boys were playing quietly Harley sat down on the couch and began to do paperwork. A little later she rushed to answer the door when the doorbell rang hoping it hadn’t woken Gus. Seeing who was at the door didn’t make her mood any better.
“What do you want O’Neill?”
“I need to talk to you.” He said even as Harley put a finger to her lips motioning for him to be quiet.
“Gus is still asleep, if you can manage it O’Neill you’ll have to whisper.” She replied. “Lets go somewhere else and talk.” He requested. Harley shook her head, “No, I’m not leaving Gus, in case you’ve forgotten he just buried his sister yesterday.” “I haven’t forgotten.” He answered looking over at the boys. Turning she called Zach to her and when he came over she knelt
“Sweetie, I need for you and Jude to go play in your room for a little bit ok? But remember play quietly.”
The little boy nodded as he went and took Jude by the hand and together they went upstairs.
Settling on the couch, they began to talk over events of that day as well as O’Neill letting her know what Danny had told him about Vinnie.
“So, Danny began to wonder if Eden’s hit was personal.” Harley stated. “Yeah he did so when you called me that day to let me know you had seen him, I wondered to if --.” He stopped when he saw her look toward the stairs and tears in her eyes. “What’s wrong?”<br> “I’m just worried about Gus.” she stated. “He can take care of himself Harley.” She threw her hands up and glared at him, “You, O’Neill don’t seem to get that I love him.” She spit out angrily. He ignored her out burst and continued. From the top of the stairs Gus heard Jeffrey but couldn’t make out what he was saying; he stopped and listened hearing Harley say, “Yes we did and I called you remember?” Gus quietly came down and leaned against the door and watched. Jeffrey sat there remembering the conversation when Harley noticed movement out of the corner of her eye. Turning she saw Gus standing there leaning against the door watching her.
Jumping up she went to him and kissed him and he wrapped his arms around her from behind, “Why did you let me sleep so long?” he asked quietly, “Because you needed to shut down for awhile.” Giving her another kiss he let her go and went to the chair on the other side, “O’Neill, what do you want me to do?” Gus asked. Looking over he saw the determination on his agent’s face. “Do what you’ve been doing.” Jeffrey answered.
“Gus you need to take time honey.” Harley remarked. “I need to help bring my sister’s killer to justice.” He stated as she saw the look in his eyes she’d hoped she’d never see again. Seeing the fear on Harley’s face he answered
“It’s not the same.”
Then he went to the kitchen and fixed himself breakfast. Coming back he listened as they ate. “When you and Eden saw Salerno was he acting strange?” Jeffrey questioned. Harley’s eyes flew to Gus as he sat staring at her. Without a word he went upstairs to shower and dress. Twenty minutes later he came down dressed in street clothes. Walking in the family room he looked at O’Neill, “I’ll be in touch.”
He went to her and ran his hand over her hair, I saw the boys he whispered. Brushing her hair behind her ear he saw the fear still there, “It’s not the same.” He said again as he touched his fingers to his lips then placed them gently to hers. At the door he looked at her once more. And with that he was gone.
Harley shivered as she stared at the closed door; by the way he looked at her she knew he was to the point he’d closed himself off to not only her but everyone that wanted to help him. He was grieving for Eden, angry at her for not telling him about Salerno and he was at war within himself with emotions he was trying not to deal with until Salerno was taken care of.
“He didn’t know the two of you had seen Salerno?” Jeffrey asked. Harley shook her head still looking at the door, “Eden asked me not to tell him just yet, she was going to tell him at dinner that night but…”
“She didn’t.” he finished for her.
Across Town
Gus watched his contact walk toward him, “Hey you were looking for me?” Otto asked. “Yeah, I want to make a large buy from you.” Otto looked around, “We have a little problem--.” He started to say but Gus slammed him up against the wall and held him there, “What do you mean a problem, I have five hundred thousand in my pocket and I want my supply.” He growled as he let him go.
“You’ll get it except we are low on a shipment.” Otto tried to explain, “I’ll talk to my boss and get back to you.” He replied before he walked away. Gus nodded as he sat down.
As he sat there waiting to hear something he couldn’t help but think of Eden and as he did his emotions threatened to overwhelm him. “Baby sister, I know I didn’t do a lot of things right with you but this is one thing I can promise, I’ll help bring your killer to justice and no body can stop me.”<br> Holding his emotions in check he whispered, “Harley babe why didn’t you tell me about Salerno?” he wondered. Gus knew one thing-- she’s what kept him centered. However the more he thought of what Harley hadn’t told him the angrier he got.
Later that night, Harley made sure to keep his supper warm and when she came down after putting the boys to bed she found him at the table eating.
“Did the boys go down okay?” he asked. She nodded, “Zach wanted me to tell you to come kiss him even if he was asleep.” Gus smiled.
As Gus sat there Harley lay her hand on his and when she did she saw him let his guard down “I can’t get a grip babe, I feel like I’m gonna fall apart, one minute I think I can handle it then the next …” He said softly.
Standing she went to him, “I know.” She replied as she ran her hands through his hair then kissed him on the top of his head. “How would you? You didn’t just lose your sister.” He responded as he stiffened as he thought his sister. Turning without a word Harley went upstairs and left him sitting at the table.
A few minutes later, Gus got up and headed upstairs stopping at the boys’ room going in he leaned over Zach and kissed the little boy’s cheek. Turning he went to Jude and did the same thing. Leaving the room he went to their bedroom.
Walking in, he saw her in bed and stopped. Grabbing his clothes he changed then slipped in bed beside her and turned on his side away from her he lay staring into space before finally going to sleep. Opening her eyes Harley stared as a tear rolled on to her pillow even as she felt when he closed himself off.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 13:09:21 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 9
He was itching to fight with someone and yell at them and she knew it but she had no idea what would come next........
“Why didn’t you tell me you and my sister saw Salerno?” Gus hissed staring at her. “I told you I couldn’t Eden didn’t want you to know yet.” “YOU COULDN’T OR WOULDN’T?” Gus yelled as Harley saw anger flash in his eyes.
“But you knew her life was in danger and you didn’t tell me you and she had seen him Harley.” “NO, I didn’t Gus because your sister asked me not to and I would do it again. She stated. He looked shocked at the woman in front of him, a woman he loved more than anything. “You’d not tell me something that important?” He asked incredulously.
“It could’ve saved her life.”<br> “You want to blame me Gus, that’s okay. But don’t shut me out the way you are.” She stated even as she looked at him, she could tell he already had. “Who are you?” She whispered. “What do you mean who am I?” he asked, “I’m the man you fell in love with.” “You are but you aren’t… if he were he could now accept what Danny told him and move on. However, you tell me it’s not the same but Gus IT IS EXACTLY THE SAME--!” She yelled then continued. “--You have a vendetta against Salerno for killing your sister the same way you had a vendetta against the Santos for killing your dad.”
“Why can’t you understand that I need to do this? Gus asked. “I do honey, I’ve understood from the minute I met you.” She replied.
In his grief and anger Gus spit out, “I don’t think you’ve ever understood this or me.” She whirled to face him. “Never understood you huh?”
Harley watched as he collapsed to sit on the hearth of the fireplace. “I don’t want to fight with you honey.” He whispered. Seeing the bleakness in his eyes, “What do you want me to do?” she asked even as he closed his eyes. “I want to help you.” She replied. He nodded without saying anything for a minute.
“I’m about to fall apart Harley, he took my sister and I need to do this alone and this is something you can’t help me with.” He softly said as his heart felt like it was being ripped out. Looking up at her, “Harley I love you and always will, but I can't stay here any longer. I've got to work this out alone.”<br> “We can get through this together.” She whispered. “No, we can’t, you don’t understand. I want you to let me go. I can't.............., I need........time, time to work this out by myself, and I don't know how long it will take.” he said. Each knew this was his way of breaking up with her but neither wanted to say the words.
“I love you; I can’t let you do this alone.” She stated. “Please do this for me?” he asked as he touched her cheek.
“Are you sure this is what you want?” He nodded. “Will you go with me to tell the boys?” he asked. Slowly getting up off the couch she walked to him and laying her hand in his they went upstairs.
Reaching the boys room, they walked in and sat down on the bed, “Zach, Jude come here for a minute I need to talk to you.” Gus replied. Both boys crawled in his lap while Harley knelt in front of them.
“Guys, you know how mommy told you I’ve had a rough few days?” when they nodded he continued, “She’s right I’m really sad and right now I can’t stay here with you guys and mommy so I’m going to go away.”
“When are you coming back?” Zach asked, “I don’t know little man.” Gus whispered as he stared at Harley through eyes bright with tears.
“You can’t leave us.” Zach replied even as both were clinging to Gus’s neck and crying. “Little man I’ll stay for now ok.” He replied. “You’ll be here to tuck us in tonight?” Gus nodded as the boys hopped down and Harley replied, “Ok boys bath time.” Both the boys raced into the bathroom and she followed them. He walked into their bedroom and began packing while she was giving them their bath so she wouldn’t have to watch.
As he packed his things tears flowed down his cheeks as he thought about how much leaving them hurt but he knew he had to. After he packed he set his stuff in the closet and went back to the boys’ room.
He walked back in just as Harley finished helping the boys get on their pajamas. After settling in the middle of Zach’s bed Gus watched as both boys crawled up and settled on both sides while Harley sat on the end of the bed; then began to read them their bedtime story. As he read Zach and Jude snuggled closer to him and listen. Halfway through the story both Gus and Harley realized they were asleep.
When Harley started to move Zach, his broken whisper stopped her, “NN...o...t……. Y…e…t… Babe.” She nodded as she ran a hand through his hair as he held them closer. After a few minutes Gus nodded and she picked up Zach while he sat up holding Jude. Putting Jude in his bed Gus covered him up then kissed his cheek whispering, “I love you buddy.” Going to Zach while Harley waited by the door he knelt, “I love you too.”<br> Standing he went to her and as she stared in his eyes he silently wrapped and arm around her and they walked out of the room. Turning without letting her go she closed the boys’ door a little then Gus silently picked her up and carried her to their room.
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 13:11:00 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 10
He carried her into the room and sat her on the bed. “Sweetie, can you give me a little time to get ready?” she asked him. He started to say something but she placed a finger on his lips to stop him,
“Please?”<br> He nodded, “I’ll go take a shower.” He answered as he walked toward the bathroom. Once he was in the bathroom Harley looked around and realized he’d already packed. Jumping up she went to the closet and opened it. She saw his luggage; kneeling she found the pocket where she knew he kept his badge and knew he’d open.
Walking back to the bedside table she opened the drawer and pulled out a small box. Going back to his luggage she opened the pocket and saw the badge. Taking the top from the box she took a deep breath as she looked down at her rings. Trying to hold back tears she pulled Angela’s ring off then her engagement ring then together she lay them in the box and put the top on. Placing the box in the pocket she zipped it then stood closing the closet door.
She changed into Gus’s favorite gown then climbed on the bed to wait.
A few minutes later, Gus walked out and stopped catching his breath when he saw her. “You are beautiful.” He whispered coming toward her. He crawled to her and without a word crushed his lips to hers.
Gus looked down in her eyes and slowly began to memorize her face as he lightly kissed her eyes, cheeks, the tip of her nose and finally her mouth again.
No words were necessary as he rid them of their clothes. They both knew this was their last time together for a while or maybe for good. He made love to her gently as he kissed his way down her body and back up making sure he touched every secret spot she had. As he did she wrapped her arms around him just wanting to hug him. When she looked at him again he claimed her mouth and took what he could and gave back just as much.
Just wanting to hold her he buried his face in the softness of her neck as he placed soft kisses there. He breathed in her scent almost as if he were storing every detail about her in his head and heart.
Gus had made her weak but summoning her strength she rolled with him until she was on top and began to love him the same as he had with her. Claiming his lips she poured herself into the kiss, making him go pliant beneath her. Harley didn’t look at him yet knowing that when she did he’d see her tears. Kissing his secret spots she memorized how his arms felt as he held her.
Kissing her way up, she felt him tense as desire coursed through his body as well as hers.
When she finally looked at him he saw the tears roll down her cheeks.
“Don’t sweetheart?” he asked through his own tears.
Holding her then placing his other hand at the back of her neck he rolled again as their desire took over. Whispering as he kissed her, “I’ll love you always.”<br> They lay holding each other as their pulses settled and their hearts quit racing. Brushing hair from her face Gus lightly kissed her temple.
“I have to do this.” He quietly said. Afraid her voice would break she didn’t answer and just nodded. They just held each other in silence knowing the other just needed to be held right now and they fell asleep.
Sometime later that night…<br> Gus laid thinking while he stared at the ceiling while Harley lay beside him. Looking at the clock he saw the time and after carefully moving so he wouldn’t wake her. Standing he pulled the covers up of Harley and quietly changed into his jeans, shirt, and boots. After dressing he went and took his stuff out of the closet and carried it to the door and left it there. Going to the desk he sat down turning the light on low. Taking out a pen and paper he began to write:
Harley,
By the time you read this note I will be gone. I didn’t want to make my leaving any harder on us or the boys then it has to be. I know it will be hard but know that even if I can’t be with you; you will always be with me.
You were right about one thing, it is the same. I am sorry we fought honey. I want you to know something …<br> You gave me something that I thought I couldn’t have – Love! And that is something I’ll always be grateful for. Know that leaving is ripping my heart out; but what I have to deal with I need to deal with on my own. Last night was beautiful and when I think of you, last night will be one of the many things I remember.
Please tell the boys that I love them with all my heart. I don’t know what I’ll do yet but please don’t worry about me.
You are my beautiful Angel!
I’ll love you for Always,
G.
Laying down the pen and turning off the light Gus stood and walked to his pillow and laid the note there where she would see it. Walking back to her side he knelt and looked at her face for a minute before he stood then leaning in he placed a soft kiss on her cheek as tears flooded his eyes, “I love you” he whispered as the tears rolled silently down his cheeks.
Walking to the door he got his stuff and closed the door. Reaching the boys room he left his stuff in the hall and went to them. He stood at the door watching them then going to Zach he leaned down and gently kissed him, “I love you.” Turning to go to Jude he did the same, “I love you too, you and your brother take care of mommy.”
Going out the door he looked one more time at Harley’s door then picked up his things and went downstairs. Opening the front door he stood there for a minute then after making sure the door was locked again he started to close it. As he closed it he didn’t try to stop the tears
“Goodbye my love.” He said quietly as he closed the door. Without a look back he went to his car and drove away.
Having some idea where he wanted to go he headed toward Cedars. Once he was there he found Rick standing there reading charts and went to him
“Rick?” Gus said quietly. When he heard his name Rick turned, “What’s wrong Gus?” he asked, “Nothing, I need to ask a favor?” “Sure.” Rick replied. “Is anyone using your cabin?”
“No.”<br> “I need a place I can deal with things.” Gus answered.
“Hang on a minute.” Rick said as Gus watched him walk behind the front desk and pick up his keys before coming back to him. Taking a key from his key ring Rick handed it to him, “Use the cabin as long as you need to.”
Gus nodded, “Thank you.” Before Rick could ask anything Gus walked out of the hospital. He watched as Gus drove away. Before he could think twice Rick heard his name as he was paged and got busy in the ER. It wasn’t long before more important things were on his mind and Gus’s visit was forgotten.
Gus drove to the cabin and after letting himself in he stripped out of his clothes and putting on his pajama pants fell on the bed in an exhausted sleep.
Later that morning, Harley rolled toward him and as she did she reached for him. When all she encountered was the sheets she felt for him and not finding him she mumbled, “Gus……
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 13:12:20 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 11
Harley sat up when there was no answer; looking around she didn’t see him but she saw the note against his pillow. Picking it up she began to read and tears flood her eyes.
“I’ll never forget last night either.” She whispered just as the bedroom door opened and the boys ran and climbed up on the bed. Staring at the two boys she wondered how on earth she was going to tell them he’d left sometime last night.
“Mommy where’s Gus?” Jude asked even as Zach watched.
Pulling them closer to her she held them as she quietly told them, “He’s gone, he left sometime while we were asleep.” She replied as they hugged her and tears ran down their cheeks. As they sat there she ran her hands over their hair.
“He promised he wouldn’t leave.” Zach stated quietly. “Doesn’t he love us?” Harley closed her eyes for a minute then looked back at her older son, “Zach, he loves you and Jude very much I promise you. You remember what he told you and your brother yesterday right?” she asked as Jude crawled up to sit in her lap. He nodded, “Gus still loves us very much, but he’s really sad right now and needed to go away.” She answered.
“But if he’s sad mama he needs Jude and I to give him hugs and kisses until he feels better.” Zach stated.
Harley smiled, “You know that’s a good idea; why don’t we all get dressed and go down for breakfast and after we eat I’ll see if I can reach him so you can tell him that you love him.” She replied as she sent them to their room while she got dressed.
After helping the boys get dressed they went downstairs and Harley fixed breakfast for them. While she fixed breakfast she could help but think about Gus and what he was going through. She loved him so much and hoped that eventually he’d realize he needed her and the boys to help him through his grief; but he didn’t seem to realize that he wasn’t alone anymore. Hoping he’d sense she was thinking of him she whispered
“I’ll give you space sweetheart -- You may have given up on us honey but I haven’t; I’ll never give up on you or us.”<br> Once the boys had eaten they ran to play while Harley finished her breakfast. Walking into the family room she sat down on the couch and watched the boys play for a few minutes then called them to her as she replied
“Hey guys come here let’s see if we can reach Gus.” she replied as they ran to her.
“Just leave a message for Gus telling him you love him.” Harley replied while she dialed his cell phone and listened getting his voicemail.
She waited; handing the phone to Zach, “Gus it’s me…” he started to say grabbing her hand as he fights tears and continues, “I wanted to say I love you and I miss you.” He finishes and hands the phone to Harley who passes it to Jude, “I love you too Gus.” he replied then she took it
“Gus, you remember when we were getting ready for the bust at the festival and you asked me not to give up on you… I won’t I’m here. I love you, we love you. Babe you have my heart too.” Hanging up, she sat there even as one tear made a path down her cheek.
Looking back at the boys she smiles, “Why don’t you guys color for a while.” “Can we make pictures for Gus?” Zach asked. Harley nods, “That’s a good idea go too it sweetie.” As the boys ran to where there crayons were she leaned back against the couch and thought of Gus and what he might be doing right now.
Cabin
Gus rolled over and reached out to pull Harley to him. When he did his hand touched the sheets beside him. Not feeling her beside him he woke with a start.
“Harley honey.” He called.
Looking around he saw his surroundings and knew where he was. Reaching out he grabbed the first thing he touched and pitched it across the room. Hearing the glass crash against something and break Gus slowly lay back on the bed and ran his hands over his face.
“I wonder if she’s seen my note yet.” He wondered out loud.
Making himself get up, Gus walked into the bathroom to take a shower. When he finished he realized he hadn’t unpacked yet, looking in the mirror he thinks to himself that he should shave but as he runs a hand over his face again that’s covered with five o’clock shadow and stubble he stopped “O forget it.” He mumbled
Walking to his suitcase Gus picked it up and set it on the bed then he grabbed some jeans and t-shirt. After he dressed he slowly began to unpack and put things away in the dresser.
Reaching toward a side pocket he unzipped it. When he reached in to take out his badge he felt something else. Looking down he saw his badge and a small white box. Taking out the badge he threw it on the table then carrying the box; went and sat down on the bed.
Once he sat down he slowly took the lid off and moved the white paper aside. When Gus saw what was lying in the box he stilled. Slipping off the bed he sank to the floor. Blindly reaching for his cell phone he tightened his fingers around it as he looked back and forth from it too Harley’s rings.
Seeing he had a voicemail he punched in his code even as he whispered, “Why?” He stared at the rings as he listened
Hearing Zach he tightened his fingers around the little box, “Gus it’s me…” “I wanted to say I love you and I miss you.” Then he heard Jude, “I love you too Gus.” When he heard Harley’s beautiful voice he closed his eyes and let her voice wash over him, “Gus, you remember when we were getting ready for the bust at the festival and you asked me not to give up on you… I won’t I’m here. I love you, we love you. Babe you have my heart too.”<br> Slamming his phone shut he stared at the rings even as he slowly picked them up.
“Is that why you left me the rings babe; to remind me that you love me?” he wondered softly.
Even as he spoke the words he thought back to the day Eden died and to something she said, “Nicky promise me you and Harley will get married. Thinking of that made him think of Eden. As the anger overwhelmed him he began to clench his fists open and closed as he leaned back and yelled as the picture of his sister bleeding exploded in his mind.
Harley’s
As Harley was putting clothes in the washer she froze where she was as a sharp pain shot through her body and she grabbed the edge of the washer to keep herself standing. When the ache spread she began to slowly rubbed the spot over her heart, she knew what she was feeling was from Gus but wasn’t exactly sure how to help him since she didn’t know where he’d gone.
Slowly letting go of the washer she turn and propped against it; continuing to rub the ache over her heart she whispered
“Let it go it’s alright babe, I love you.”
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Post by Shanna on Mar 14, 2005 13:13:23 GMT -5
The Road Back... Chapter 12
Company
Harley sat a booth eating dinner; she had decided to come here since both Phillip and Rick both had the boys and she didn’t want to be alone in the house when she knew Gus should have been with her, she missed him so much.
Buzz watched his daughter as she ate he could tell she was miserable when she came in but she tried to hide it. He saw the constant brightness of tears in her eyes so taking one more swipe at the counter he lay the towel down and went to her.
“Hey sweetheart.” He replied kissing the top of her head before sitting across from her.
“Hey Daddy.” She replied quietly.
“Honey, how’s Gus?” Harley looked up at him as she rubbed her left ring finger, “He’s having are hard time dealing with Eden’s death.” “But he’s letting you help him through it though.” Buzz answered. Shaking her head slowly she whispered, “No.” He sat there in stunned silence for a minute and before he could reply she said, “He needed time to deal with this first.”
“I just miss him, I love him with all my heart and I know he’s hurting Daddy, I can feel it here.” She replied rubbing her hand over her heart.
“Doesn’t he realize you are here for him, that we are all here for him?” Buzz wondered.
Harley hid her face in her hands and was quiet. Her father sat with her and was watching her when he noticed her hands
“Harley, where are your rings honey?”<br> “Gus has them; I left them both with him as a reminder that he does have someone that loves him very much.” She remarked.
Outside Gus sat on the bench trying to gather strength before opening the door. He had seen Harley’s car so he trying to decide what to do; go back to the cabin or go in. His heart said to go in but his head was saying the opposite… he loved and missed her so much but he didn’t know if he could do this so he stayed on the bench almost as if he were frozen there.
Slipping a hand in his jacket pocket Gus pulled out both rings and stared at them for a minute before closing his fingers tight over them and closing his eyes
“I love you.” He whispered. Then slipping them back in his pocket he stood and went in.
Hearing the door open Harley looked up, she stilled when she saw dark eyes meet hers. She watched him as he went to sit down. To her it looked like he had shaved only once in the two weeks they’d been apart. He was wearing worn black jeans and a shirt. Turning when Buzz walked up Gus gave him his order then turned back to stare out the window.
Even as Harley watched him she felt the ache in her heart again and she could see by his face he was still very much in pain. When Harley stood up Gus watched her every move as she walked to the back towards the bathroom.
Reaching the hall by the bathroom, she pulled out her cell and dialed Gus hoping he’d let the voice mail pick up. When he didn’t answer she left him this quick message:
“I love you, you are not alone anymore.” She replied then hung up.
Walking back to her table she sat down. A few minutes later she saw when he picked up to take a call. She continued to watch when he hung up then punched some numbers in and place the phone to his ear again. Knowing he was listening when he took a breath she looked away.
Gus pulled in a breath when he heard Harley’s voice. Looking over he saw she wasn’t looking his direction. This the first time he’d heard her voice since that first morning at the cabin. Wanting her voice to calm him he played her message again. Hanging up he finished his dinner then pulling his note book out he wrote a quick message.
Tearing the paper out, he folded it then scrawled Harley across the front. Then he placed the notebook back in his pocket. Leaving the paper on the table he stood and went to pay. Gus pulled out money and when he did Buzz waved it away
“It’s on the house.” He said.
“Thanks.” Gus replied making sure Buzz watched him as he looked back at his table. Buzz followed his gaze and saw the paper. He nodded. Not looking back Gus left and drove back to the cabin.
Taking a towel Buzz went to the table after picking up the note he wiped the table down then taking the plate put it in the dish tub before going to his daughter. Laying it in front of her he walked away.
Harley looked at her father a little puzzled she saw her name written on the front. Taking a deep breath she opened it and read what was written inside.
My Beautiful Coop,
Always! Tell the boys I love them.
G.
Her head flew up and looked toward the door but she already knew he was gone.
Just then Rick walked in and went to Buzz; after they talked Rick saw her and sat down across from her “Hey Sweetie.” He said. “Nothing’s wrong with Jude is there?” Harley asked worriedly.
“No there’s not, he wanted some of his grandpa’s chocolate chip cookies for dessert so I came to pick up some.”<br> Laughing Harley managed a small smile, “Jude does love Daddy’s chocolate chip cookies.”<br> “How was Gus when he got back?” Rick asked.
Harley looked at Rick strangely, “Tonight when he came in here was the first time I’d seen him in two --- what do you mean got back?” she asked, “If u know something tell me.”
“I just thought when I picked up Jude Gus was working late.” Rick replied. “What do you know? She questioned.
“He came to me at the hospital and asked if anybody was at the cabin, he told me he needed a place where he could deal with some things I figured it was Eden’s death.” Harley nodded then he continued, “Anyway I went and got my key from my key ring as I gave it to him I told him to use the cabin as long as he needed.” Rick finished.
“When was this?” Harley asked glad to know where he was. Rick thought for a minute, “About two weeks ago, he found me early one morning after he left I was going to call you but I got busy with an emergency and forget so I just thought by now he was back.”<br> Seeing her eyes, Rick said “Go sweetie.”
Getting up and giving him a hug Harley grabbed her jacket and shrugged into it then grabbing her purse paid her bill and ran out the door.
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